science centre
klcc and kl tower.
this holiday.being out more than staying in. shopping, gathering, movies, and visits..its a pleasant holiday=]
more later. chaoz~
Monday, December 27, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
the start of the end.
holidays. always love them and can never get enough of them. nah.i don't get expensive trips oversea to see the world..nor spend every day outside the house shopping and playing..i actually very much enjoy the peace at home, reading harry potter over and over again, up to a measure, that is.
hey. don't get the wrong idea. i have painstakingly plan my whole holiday ahead. i do have a plan okay. not just harry potter. well, first, i'm going to really really try hard to catch up on alllll the syllabus for further maths. 'cous, mind you, its extremely difficult and i'm going to reconsider my option of taking the whole subject seriously. a visit to monash scare me actually. when i actually face all the robotic stuff and devices, i had a slight panic. it all look so boyish and complicated and mental, not to mention extremely tough. i'm terrified and am going to work my butts off to achieve full As. just for the 20 percent tuition waiver at monash. not to mention finding any other possible scholarships.
and. art work of course. god knows how much i've neglected my artistic soul until it had almost left me completely since i've been spending time doing further maths as a hobby. not that its actually a hobby, but its definitely stuff that i have time to do during my free time, which make it my hobby, like it or not. haih. anyway, the point is i've bought all the ingredients needed to make more handcrafts. but. well. no where near opening the packets until now. haih.
and. art of cooking. finally i'm making slight progress in that. and on one particular day, i've an urge to wanting to make 'mua chi' - the soft sticky white 'kuih' with groundnut crumbs covering its surface. sound so tasty right??so i asked my auntie may to teach me to make it. but. i was apalled when all my kakak got out from a drawer is a packet of pulut flour. den she mix with water. and water only. i'm suprised it doesn't need oil or egg or butter or anything.
lol. then she boil them in hot water. that's it. flour n water. then she cut them into small cube and put them in the groundnut crumbs. the end. the mua chi is done.
oh my. i have no idea cute and tasty little mua chi is so damn easy to make. and to my utter bewildment, my auntie may use the same dough to make small little balls, and throw the into pandan and ginger soup. and tadaaaa, rice ball soup is done. i have no idea rice ball soup and mua chi is the exact same thing!!and quite disappointed with the mixing flour and water lesson.==
anyway. it feels so wrong to have food purely made from flour and water and nothing else.haha. its like hardly food. both sis said i'm not making any sense. and when i said i'm not having mua chi ever again they think i'm out of my mind. lol. oh well..
oh. and driving. haih. who's there got a P license for 10 months and can't yet drive?i bet only me..haha..another homework for me this holiday. nothing much for this holiday except a couple of wedding dinner, some teaching , some visits, some gatherings and a camp. yep. gonna enjoy my precious peacefulness this holiday.
til then .
chaoz~~
hey. don't get the wrong idea. i have painstakingly plan my whole holiday ahead. i do have a plan okay. not just harry potter. well, first, i'm going to really really try hard to catch up on alllll the syllabus for further maths. 'cous, mind you, its extremely difficult and i'm going to reconsider my option of taking the whole subject seriously. a visit to monash scare me actually. when i actually face all the robotic stuff and devices, i had a slight panic. it all look so boyish and complicated and mental, not to mention extremely tough. i'm terrified and am going to work my butts off to achieve full As. just for the 20 percent tuition waiver at monash. not to mention finding any other possible scholarships.
and. art work of course. god knows how much i've neglected my artistic soul until it had almost left me completely since i've been spending time doing further maths as a hobby. not that its actually a hobby, but its definitely stuff that i have time to do during my free time, which make it my hobby, like it or not. haih. anyway, the point is i've bought all the ingredients needed to make more handcrafts. but. well. no where near opening the packets until now. haih.
and. art of cooking. finally i'm making slight progress in that. and on one particular day, i've an urge to wanting to make 'mua chi' - the soft sticky white 'kuih' with groundnut crumbs covering its surface. sound so tasty right??so i asked my auntie may to teach me to make it. but. i was apalled when all my kakak got out from a drawer is a packet of pulut flour. den she mix with water. and water only. i'm suprised it doesn't need oil or egg or butter or anything.
lol. then she boil them in hot water. that's it. flour n water. then she cut them into small cube and put them in the groundnut crumbs. the end. the mua chi is done.
oh my. i have no idea cute and tasty little mua chi is so damn easy to make. and to my utter bewildment, my auntie may use the same dough to make small little balls, and throw the into pandan and ginger soup. and tadaaaa, rice ball soup is done. i have no idea rice ball soup and mua chi is the exact same thing!!and quite disappointed with the mixing flour and water lesson.==
anyway. it feels so wrong to have food purely made from flour and water and nothing else.haha. its like hardly food. both sis said i'm not making any sense. and when i said i'm not having mua chi ever again they think i'm out of my mind. lol. oh well..
oh. and driving. haih. who's there got a P license for 10 months and can't yet drive?i bet only me..haha..another homework for me this holiday. nothing much for this holiday except a couple of wedding dinner, some teaching , some visits, some gatherings and a camp. yep. gonna enjoy my precious peacefulness this holiday.
til then .
chaoz~~
Monday, December 6, 2010
DISAPPEARED...
okay. so this one year is almost drawing to an end. and this one year, it seems so fast, that everything seems to be a blurr..Age 18, first year into adulthood. everything yet so new, yet so fun, college freedom awaits me, a culture that i never step into before..trying to get out, trying to fit in, trying to excel...
a whole year struggle. seemed to have achieve something, teaching at a tuition centre, earning my own pocket money, meeting new people, eating expensive food, getting out, getting home late, staying out, eating out, traveling alone, decision making, planning, self studying...or so it seemed..it the mist of it, some how felt I'm getting further from what I've wanted to achieve. what i wanted to be seemed did not give me the satisfaction i want..some how i just felt i was drifting away, far far away..
hmmm. year of 18. not the best year i have. seem to have spent too much time thinking, spent too much time worrying, spent too much time wandering.....of course, its undeniable the year which I've grew up most. I've grown so fast that i could not really catch up with my own change of mind, realisation of principles, meanings in life. sometimes what i realised seem to amaze myself, something mature that i only hope some adult would teach me so much much earlier..brought up by single parentage really does make a difference some how..
its a lonely journey. this 1 year. lonelier than I've ever felt. everything changed too fast and when i hurry to flow along and catch up with it, i left my true self behind. note that I've been the quiet girl where ever i go this year?I thought I've cured that finally after 3 years in secondary.
this 1 year, when holiday approaches, i have no feelings for whom or what so ever. no ones need second telling bout the contrast of last year's emotions when the same year end holiday approaches.
so, I've finally blog again. its like realisation finally hit, or maybe another year's end gave me yet another hope. so when next year comes again, I'll be ready, and again anticipating to face another 365 days all over again. and of course, this inspiration to blog also came from a friend, when i revised my inbox. this though, will remain as a secret. hee!!i can't believe how much I've missed out this year. friends. family. I'll on msn more from now on i think=]
the good thing is, when you've disappeared, you'll start to resurface again=] (sounds ridiculous i know, but the point i want to make is definitely there!) tonight, i feel happy to be honest with my blog and readers, it is ALWAYS nice to share some pleasant thoughts=] )
til then.
chaoz~
a whole year struggle. seemed to have achieve something, teaching at a tuition centre, earning my own pocket money, meeting new people, eating expensive food, getting out, getting home late, staying out, eating out, traveling alone, decision making, planning, self studying...or so it seemed..it the mist of it, some how felt I'm getting further from what I've wanted to achieve. what i wanted to be seemed did not give me the satisfaction i want..some how i just felt i was drifting away, far far away..
hmmm. year of 18. not the best year i have. seem to have spent too much time thinking, spent too much time worrying, spent too much time wandering.....of course, its undeniable the year which I've grew up most. I've grown so fast that i could not really catch up with my own change of mind, realisation of principles, meanings in life. sometimes what i realised seem to amaze myself, something mature that i only hope some adult would teach me so much much earlier..brought up by single parentage really does make a difference some how..
its a lonely journey. this 1 year. lonelier than I've ever felt. everything changed too fast and when i hurry to flow along and catch up with it, i left my true self behind. note that I've been the quiet girl where ever i go this year?I thought I've cured that finally after 3 years in secondary.
this 1 year, when holiday approaches, i have no feelings for whom or what so ever. no ones need second telling bout the contrast of last year's emotions when the same year end holiday approaches.
so, I've finally blog again. its like realisation finally hit, or maybe another year's end gave me yet another hope. so when next year comes again, I'll be ready, and again anticipating to face another 365 days all over again. and of course, this inspiration to blog also came from a friend, when i revised my inbox. this though, will remain as a secret. hee!!i can't believe how much I've missed out this year. friends. family. I'll on msn more from now on i think=]
the good thing is, when you've disappeared, you'll start to resurface again=] (sounds ridiculous i know, but the point i want to make is definitely there!) tonight, i feel happy to be honest with my blog and readers, it is ALWAYS nice to share some pleasant thoughts=] )
til then.
chaoz~
Friday, December 3, 2010
fairy tale
oh my..i just watched a fairy tale recently. and guess what?its inspiring!!lol.
yep. perfect fairytale. i forgot how much i love fairytales. so simple yet nice. what a life. haha..it reminds me of many pleasant things that could be found in daily life. and how we could simplify our lives, simplify our thoughts, and do things straight to our hearts. great right?perspective of life, that's simply what'll make our lives, maybe not a fairy tale, but certainly happy and fulfilled=]
lesson 2: watch cartoon once in a while..
off i go to melacca=]
til then.
chaoz~
yep. perfect fairytale. i forgot how much i love fairytales. so simple yet nice. what a life. haha..it reminds me of many pleasant things that could be found in daily life. and how we could simplify our lives, simplify our thoughts, and do things straight to our hearts. great right?perspective of life, that's simply what'll make our lives, maybe not a fairy tale, but certainly happy and fulfilled=]
lesson 2: watch cartoon once in a while..
off i go to melacca=]
til then.
chaoz~
NEW post
yep. new post..just like you've been waiting for. cut the crap, i don't wanna apologize for not blogging..hee..coz once again i distrust blog.
ok.life recently.man, do i ever hate a college that much???stupid inti. STUPID INTI. the a levels system is like shit. okay. after AS exams, many classes don't carry on anymore. so what inti do about it??nth. they leave big gaps in the timetable. as if the timetable doesn't suck enough. like today, friday. i have maths at 8-9, then BREAK 2 HOURS. chem at 11-12, phy at 12-1. , then BREAK 2 HOURS, the maths again at 3-4. shit right??what am i suppose to do in 4 hours break??can't they work already, the whole a levels department to simply shift the classes earlier. for thursday, class at 2-4. lol. what the heck. so freaking much inconvenience caused, and i haven't gone through all the other days, which is just as annoying.
okay. timetable aside, lessons. i don't have to repeat to anyone how i dislike the chem lecturer. first timer at a levels?doesn't mean he can even get the chem facts wrong right. nevermind, i'm on my own studying since i ever step in here. as for maths, hello???its common sense people who take sciences take paper 4 for A2 exam, mechanics 1. and now INTI force everyone to take paper 7, statistics2, lessons.not even letting us choose or letting us know how they force us in the statistics class.which is stupid. when i ask them about whether they can have a mechanics class, they said no, coz its too much trouble splitting class and arranging lessons to conduct another subject. LOL. so what is it they are working for?if everything is trouble for them , and they are to just ignore it. ignore timetable, ignore lessons. just shut down the whole a levels already if you can't manage it. so now every maths lesson is statistics lesson=.= so what this means??another self study subject. thxs for ur help.
ok. so lesson number 1??attention to allllllll secondary school graduates, if u wanna choose a levels, don't choose INTI. choose sunway,tayloys,methodist or any otherwhere. if you don't want it to screw ur future chances or career, that is.
til then.
chaoz~~
ok.life recently.man, do i ever hate a college that much???stupid inti. STUPID INTI. the a levels system is like shit. okay. after AS exams, many classes don't carry on anymore. so what inti do about it??nth. they leave big gaps in the timetable. as if the timetable doesn't suck enough. like today, friday. i have maths at 8-9, then BREAK 2 HOURS. chem at 11-12, phy at 12-1. , then BREAK 2 HOURS, the maths again at 3-4. shit right??what am i suppose to do in 4 hours break??can't they work already, the whole a levels department to simply shift the classes earlier. for thursday, class at 2-4. lol. what the heck. so freaking much inconvenience caused, and i haven't gone through all the other days, which is just as annoying.
okay. timetable aside, lessons. i don't have to repeat to anyone how i dislike the chem lecturer. first timer at a levels?doesn't mean he can even get the chem facts wrong right. nevermind, i'm on my own studying since i ever step in here. as for maths, hello???its common sense people who take sciences take paper 4 for A2 exam, mechanics 1. and now INTI force everyone to take paper 7, statistics2, lessons.not even letting us choose or letting us know how they force us in the statistics class.which is stupid. when i ask them about whether they can have a mechanics class, they said no, coz its too much trouble splitting class and arranging lessons to conduct another subject. LOL. so what is it they are working for?if everything is trouble for them , and they are to just ignore it. ignore timetable, ignore lessons. just shut down the whole a levels already if you can't manage it. so now every maths lesson is statistics lesson=.= so what this means??another self study subject. thxs for ur help.
ok. so lesson number 1??attention to allllllll secondary school graduates, if u wanna choose a levels, don't choose INTI. choose sunway,tayloys,methodist or any otherwhere. if you don't want it to screw ur future chances or career, that is.
til then.
chaoz~~
Saturday, October 16, 2010
over react
one thing i can't control is over reacting. not that i don't want to control, but its like automatic. and i hate it.
i know some problems i faced were small matters, tiny tiny matters just enough to make any other people make a face and forget about it, some of the problems are not even MY problems. But, i ALWAYS over react. As though they were super big matters, like the sky is falling down or something. Its like i couldn't just bottle up all my opinions or feelings on that case. I have to pour every last drop of it out until i really have had enough complains about it. If its my problems, even worse. i wouldn't want to share it, but still, it pours out little by little, like it is being forced through a bottle cap..
And the thing i can't comprehend is where the heck did i get the influence of this 'over-reactingness'??My elder sister is the calmest people i've ever seen in solving probles like this, rationally catogarizing each case as important or not. my lil sis is the ' i don't care' or 'don't care la' type, who also always dismisses my problems by saying' its nothing de larh...' So, why myself is having this problem??if i could recognise it, wanting to handle with it, how come it still exists. i didn't care much about it in high school. but after entering college i tried to handle with this problem, and i see myself being more patient (much more) with things, and not over reacting over petty things already. i could handle stuffs well, organise, plan, solve people's problems, deal with people as calmly as possible, and more, i could also catogarize things which really matter, or does not. Yet still.
what's the big deal?not important de larh..so what??don't care la..like i care??whatever...talks that i couldn't or have yet to walk.
I'm always finding a pail. Anyone anywhere. Each period or year there's a different person. Just so i can repeat my problems that are running through my brain. Just repeating it would make me feel better. But i doubt it makes any other feels better. Or next time i'll just find myself a recorder. pathetic.
Hmm. At this instant, i got a slight idea of where all of these are coming from. Should be from my 'blueness'. You know, the logical, analithical, working solo character. Yep, i just think too much. Its just no way i could switch off my mind. And i experienced that LITERALLY in that stupid sleepless night. Not because of thinking that i couldn't sleep.Its because of my sleeplessness that i have to keep thinking until 4am in the morning=.= Whoa. Is that tiring. Any random stuff: from stact club, to emcee, to souvenir, to opening ceremony, to pekan nanas, to thinking skills, to what to wear for wedding dinner, to what time i take bus, to what i wear tomorrow morning, to why i still can't just sleep, just drop dead also will do (touch wood), to why i keep thinking, to why i keep thinking bout why i keep thinking, to guys, to girls, to hamsters... and then repeat the WHOLE cycle. Well, you get the idea. haih.
a quote from some dhamma book: accept what u could or couldn't do.
oh well. haven't see open. mean while, 'enjoy' the restlessness. haha. just human.
til then.
chaoz~
i know some problems i faced were small matters, tiny tiny matters just enough to make any other people make a face and forget about it, some of the problems are not even MY problems. But, i ALWAYS over react. As though they were super big matters, like the sky is falling down or something. Its like i couldn't just bottle up all my opinions or feelings on that case. I have to pour every last drop of it out until i really have had enough complains about it. If its my problems, even worse. i wouldn't want to share it, but still, it pours out little by little, like it is being forced through a bottle cap..
And the thing i can't comprehend is where the heck did i get the influence of this 'over-reactingness'??My elder sister is the calmest people i've ever seen in solving probles like this, rationally catogarizing each case as important or not. my lil sis is the ' i don't care' or 'don't care la' type, who also always dismisses my problems by saying' its nothing de larh...' So, why myself is having this problem??if i could recognise it, wanting to handle with it, how come it still exists. i didn't care much about it in high school. but after entering college i tried to handle with this problem, and i see myself being more patient (much more) with things, and not over reacting over petty things already. i could handle stuffs well, organise, plan, solve people's problems, deal with people as calmly as possible, and more, i could also catogarize things which really matter, or does not. Yet still.
what's the big deal?not important de larh..so what??don't care la..like i care??whatever...talks that i couldn't or have yet to walk.
I'm always finding a pail. Anyone anywhere. Each period or year there's a different person. Just so i can repeat my problems that are running through my brain. Just repeating it would make me feel better. But i doubt it makes any other feels better. Or next time i'll just find myself a recorder. pathetic.
Hmm. At this instant, i got a slight idea of where all of these are coming from. Should be from my 'blueness'. You know, the logical, analithical, working solo character. Yep, i just think too much. Its just no way i could switch off my mind. And i experienced that LITERALLY in that stupid sleepless night. Not because of thinking that i couldn't sleep.Its because of my sleeplessness that i have to keep thinking until 4am in the morning=.= Whoa. Is that tiring. Any random stuff: from stact club, to emcee, to souvenir, to opening ceremony, to pekan nanas, to thinking skills, to what to wear for wedding dinner, to what time i take bus, to what i wear tomorrow morning, to why i still can't just sleep, just drop dead also will do (touch wood), to why i keep thinking, to why i keep thinking bout why i keep thinking, to guys, to girls, to hamsters... and then repeat the WHOLE cycle. Well, you get the idea. haih.
a quote from some dhamma book: accept what u could or couldn't do.
oh well. haven't see open. mean while, 'enjoy' the restlessness. haha. just human.
til then.
chaoz~
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
the final moment....
hah. dramatic post heading..just to give myself the mood that AS exam is in one week's time T.T and my new blog heading!!nice??hee..
okay. i've caught myself in the situation that i'll have AS exam and charity carnival and johor-3-day-2-night wedding trip all in this coming few weeks. brave me. and i'm not that free. nor that prepared for exam. aikssss. slacked this few days!!!no.......aiks. and AS exam is no joke. its not very hard. but not easy to score. what about the practical testssss??scary!!!and if i want to survive A2. this is the time i dig myself a well first. or prepare myself an umbrella. something like that. haha.
ok. so many things to do. what to wear to the wedding dinner??haha. what to give??and have to find all people i need in my ceremony. asap. argh. so that i can go for my AS exam in peace..and the VIP's souvenior. and yat lei's picture. and my further maths??can't afford to abandon it for another month again.
argh. motivation!!!i've wasted 2 days of this week already. i know i'm able to do all of these if i get into the mode NOW. shit you, facebook, why am i always fb-ing nowadays??this is the critical moment already. either i'll wasted my effort for the whole year, or i'm able to hit all my aims in one shot. NOW is the critical moment, because if i start any later, it'll be too late to get back on track already. and i dare suggested to go for karaeoke this week in class today..oh my, i'm so outta my mind!! no more time!!time to focus!!
now only i begin to feel anxious. right after i received call from Esther that inti idol would like to perform for us. its an incredibly good news for me and but then only i start to picture the events for the carnival. THEN only i really realise there is soooo much to do. GREAT. smart me.
going for shopping now T.T
plssss let me survive this.pls oh pls oh plsssss....
good luck people. good luck MAS 1.
chaoz~
okay. i've caught myself in the situation that i'll have AS exam and charity carnival and johor-3-day-2-night wedding trip all in this coming few weeks. brave me. and i'm not that free. nor that prepared for exam. aikssss. slacked this few days!!!no.......aiks. and AS exam is no joke. its not very hard. but not easy to score. what about the practical testssss??scary!!!and if i want to survive A2. this is the time i dig myself a well first. or prepare myself an umbrella. something like that. haha.
ok. so many things to do. what to wear to the wedding dinner??haha. what to give??and have to find all people i need in my ceremony. asap. argh. so that i can go for my AS exam in peace..and the VIP's souvenior. and yat lei's picture. and my further maths??can't afford to abandon it for another month again.
argh. motivation!!!i've wasted 2 days of this week already. i know i'm able to do all of these if i get into the mode NOW. shit you, facebook, why am i always fb-ing nowadays??this is the critical moment already. either i'll wasted my effort for the whole year, or i'm able to hit all my aims in one shot. NOW is the critical moment, because if i start any later, it'll be too late to get back on track already. and i dare suggested to go for karaeoke this week in class today..oh my, i'm so outta my mind!! no more time!!time to focus!!
now only i begin to feel anxious. right after i received call from Esther that inti idol would like to perform for us. its an incredibly good news for me and but then only i start to picture the events for the carnival. THEN only i really realise there is soooo much to do. GREAT. smart me.
going for shopping now T.T
plssss let me survive this.pls oh pls oh plsssss....
good luck people. good luck MAS 1.
chaoz~
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
grateful and thankful
you know what??its comforting that from now on i will always have a foster mum to talk to. i really thx cs and thx fate for this.
happy mooncake festival. may all families be well and happy. =]
chaoz~
happy mooncake festival. may all families be well and happy. =]
chaoz~
Sunday, September 19, 2010
life after cs.....STUDY MODE
lol. weird heading. anyway, things back to the 'real life' mode. no more exuberant happiness, sadness, hyperactivity...back to study mode. just done with mock exam and the real one is on 3 weeks time...
well. study wise i'm kinda dead actually. i'm so left behind with my A2 sylabbles. and i haven't touch further maths for a month=.= so so dead. as for the mock, stupid inti paper. ALL de papers are just copied from past year papers. what's the point having mock exam then???its just as well practising with past year questions. hopeless inti a levels.
hmm. life pace slow down a bit once the mock exam ended yesterday. busy for a whole month for the cs, then once back, switched back to study mode and catch up with everything and prepare for the mock. now its over, suddenly i have so much free time. 1st thing i did after exam yesterday was trying the Mcshakey cheese, then went home and did 3 hours of teaching. coz student is having trials soon, then, spam on anime for the rest of the day and today. lol. need a good book now or i'll turn into a anime freak.
yaya. have some things to update using the free time i have now. like doing other hobbies that i wanted and update with my foster family. lol. but other wise, i'm quite free.
anyway, found that some of my friends had got tired of teaching and wanted to give up or already gave up. hmm. for me, no matter how much trouble it caused me sometimes. its still worth it. i still enjoy more mixing around with juniors than my own batch of friends. and , well, i can practically score my maths exam with flying colours. lol.
new aims:
-drive
-cook
-read and know more
-yoga????aiks
-smile
-contact lens
-bye bye dark circles
-DECIDE and prepare on what to study next year, others are already starting with their personal statement
-find new art work to do, no more pom poms
-find new challenge.
-find bf. LOL. jk jk. present likely candidate=zero.
-so meanwhile, continue to upgrade myself. hee
-care, love, help, appreciate
-blog more often??
-score AS levels in freaking flying colours. since i already chose the path as a book worm for this year.
-don't give up on further maths. aiks.
haha. realized there was a similar list few post before. lol. i like to make lists to keep me going=] okay. that's all.
til then.
chaoz~
well. study wise i'm kinda dead actually. i'm so left behind with my A2 sylabbles. and i haven't touch further maths for a month=.= so so dead. as for the mock, stupid inti paper. ALL de papers are just copied from past year papers. what's the point having mock exam then???its just as well practising with past year questions. hopeless inti a levels.
hmm. life pace slow down a bit once the mock exam ended yesterday. busy for a whole month for the cs, then once back, switched back to study mode and catch up with everything and prepare for the mock. now its over, suddenly i have so much free time. 1st thing i did after exam yesterday was trying the Mcshakey cheese, then went home and did 3 hours of teaching. coz student is having trials soon, then, spam on anime for the rest of the day and today. lol. need a good book now or i'll turn into a anime freak.
yaya. have some things to update using the free time i have now. like doing other hobbies that i wanted and update with my foster family. lol. but other wise, i'm quite free.
anyway, found that some of my friends had got tired of teaching and wanted to give up or already gave up. hmm. for me, no matter how much trouble it caused me sometimes. its still worth it. i still enjoy more mixing around with juniors than my own batch of friends. and , well, i can practically score my maths exam with flying colours. lol.
new aims:
-drive
-cook
-read and know more
-yoga????aiks
-smile
-contact lens
-bye bye dark circles
-DECIDE and prepare on what to study next year, others are already starting with their personal statement
-find new art work to do, no more pom poms
-find new challenge.
-find bf. LOL. jk jk. present likely candidate=zero.
-so meanwhile, continue to upgrade myself. hee
-care, love, help, appreciate
-blog more often??
-score AS levels in freaking flying colours. since i already chose the path as a book worm for this year.
-don't give up on further maths. aiks.
haha. realized there was a similar list few post before. lol. i like to make lists to keep me going=] okay. that's all.
til then.
chaoz~
Thursday, September 2, 2010
a magical fate-缘
yep. people. its magical. having a foster family is simply magical.
from being strangers. den whoa la!!they're ur new family!!haha.its really quite scary and weird at the beginning. but then u have to trust them and embrace the whole new relationship, just like how they trust you=] so first of all, thxs to my tree!!
foster family brought me to visit the plantations.sou eei came with us too=]
love them lotsss...
from being strangers. den whoa la!!they're ur new family!!haha.its really quite scary and weird at the beginning. but then u have to trust them and embrace the whole new relationship, just like how they trust you=] so first of all, thxs to my tree!!
hee. under this tree, here we meet, and here we held the 'adoption' ceremony. haha. its also on the tree where my foster parents picked out my name!!which is the socond last piece of name on the tree that time. its fate i tell u, fate. simply magical=]
haha. so now. introducing my foster family!! from left, my foster mum, dad, sis and her daughter, charlie=] my foster family's surname is hoon, who owns a kopitiam, where i had breakfast every morning at pekan nanas before the first event of the day. nice old place.. they are the ones who provide me home and food for 1 week or i'll certainly be dead far then. haha.
see, people??i'm actually getting along with small kids!!!haha. coz charlie is so adult like. seriously, i'm so shocked when she first spoken to me on the first day. whoa. her tone and her ability to speak. you call that a 3 year old??lol. u won't believe it until u see her with your own eyes i tell you. cute, smart, pretty charlie=]
charlie holding her xiu xiu!!!haha..
foster family brought me to visit the plantations.sou eei came with us too=]
hee. having a foster family really feels good. its like having more extra people to care for you. to love you. and of course to care for too. its like the family tree having a whole new big branch. connected to more people. loved by more people. having a family at johor wei. how cool is that??haha!!some people even say how we look alike with each of our foster parents!!lol. and really, yuen shyan is sooo alike with her foster mum.people say i look like my foster dad. lol.see, people??its fate again!!haha.and of course, i have so many many extra siblings!!i'm actually the youngest in my foster family, not counting charlie. i have 3 sis, 2 whom i've met, 1 at kl whom i haven't seen her before, yet. and 1 big bro!!haha..how i've always wanted a big brother, and now i have one=]
during the 7 days, i've also met other families...
my beloved camperssssss
love them lotsss...
and of course, never ever forgetting our BIG family,
the one and only 21st cs group=]
our last photo before i head back to kl.
the one and only 21st cs group=]
our last photo before i head back to kl.
proudly proclaiming, i'm a 21st cs member. jkjk. LOL.
p/s: i'm suppose to be bookworming again nowadays. not blogging. aiks. can't imagine how i'm gonna live through the whole study week at home next week. shit.
til then.
chaoz~
Sunday, August 29, 2010
A reason, a season, and a lifetime...
i've read this article from a dhamma book...would like to share it with all of you=]
People come into your life fora reason, a season or alifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emtionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your art or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow and learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it,it is real. But only for a season.
Lifetime relationships teach you lifetimelessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
yep,people. this is why we meet. for a reason, season and a lifetime.
treasure our relationships. treasure our time. let's all learn about life and live life=]
hee.spoken like a true monk huh. what to do. tummy ache for 2 days. yesterday fever time. make me no mood study at all. so today so random pick up a dhamma book to read lo. haha. hope u all'll learn and realise somthing from it.
let's us appreciate of what we have shall we??
lao tze said ' He who knows that enough is enough will always have enough'.
nitez, people=]
chaoz~
People come into your life fora reason, a season or alifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emtionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your art or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow and learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it,it is real. But only for a season.
Lifetime relationships teach you lifetimelessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
yep,people. this is why we meet. for a reason, season and a lifetime.
treasure our relationships. treasure our time. let's all learn about life and live life=]
hee.spoken like a true monk huh. what to do. tummy ache for 2 days. yesterday fever time. make me no mood study at all. so today so random pick up a dhamma book to read lo. haha. hope u all'll learn and realise somthing from it.
let's us appreciate of what we have shall we??
lao tze said ' He who knows that enough is enough will always have enough'.
nitez, people=]
chaoz~
Thursday, August 26, 2010
back from cs=]
yep. i'm back from the super tough and awesome and touching and tring event, 21st cs. yep, i've grown. yep, i've done most of the things i decided to do before i go cs. yes, i'm transformed a little. yes, i look life at a different perspect now. yes, i'm super motivated now.
yes, i'm back at inti. back to reality. transformation successful. how long'll it last?how much have i really learnt and absorb???what'll i do next now i've taste changes in life??
hmm. now i'm still good. and i wanna get better better and better. how i wish i can share every single details here bout the magical 7 days. but u know larh. mock exam in 2 weeks. AS exam in 6. aiks. and i so wanna make something to every single committee to thank them . aiks. b4 king fly. b4 tian xin fly. do i have the time??hope so.
i love cs so co much. and so, now i'llhave more plan for my near future.
1. continue the smiling habit
2. score super duper well in AS
3. keep in touch with my foster family
4. keep in touch with all cs people.
5. enjoy life, appreciate.
6. remember all love and care i've received during cs and repay to others somehow some day, starting from now.
7. drive.
8. be a better person.
9. love.
til then.
chaoz people.
yes, i'm back at inti. back to reality. transformation successful. how long'll it last?how much have i really learnt and absorb???what'll i do next now i've taste changes in life??
hmm. now i'm still good. and i wanna get better better and better. how i wish i can share every single details here bout the magical 7 days. but u know larh. mock exam in 2 weeks. AS exam in 6. aiks. and i so wanna make something to every single committee to thank them . aiks. b4 king fly. b4 tian xin fly. do i have the time??hope so.
i love cs so co much. and so, now i'llhave more plan for my near future.
1. continue the smiling habit
2. score super duper well in AS
3. keep in touch with my foster family
4. keep in touch with all cs people.
5. enjoy life, appreciate.
6. remember all love and care i've received during cs and repay to others somehow some day, starting from now.
7. drive.
8. be a better person.
9. love.
til then.
chaoz people.
Monday, August 16, 2010
stand tall. and face the world.
yea, people. my tree is standing, with christmas lights on it too!!
XDDDD
chaoz~
Saturday, August 14, 2010
live in the NOW
well. this post really take a long time for me to type. coz i was writing but how i've change and how suck i am and all the craps. then realize it was a rubbish boring post because it wouldn't have changed anything. so i deleted the whole crap of it.
yep. from now. i'll just focus on now.
to pekan nanas. i'll have the following check list:
i'll bring:
-motivation
-full preparation
-lots of love and care
-2 helping hands
-energetic spirit
-an open mind, an empty cup, a blank paper
-alertness
-a big big big smile ( really, its not that hard right???haih..)
-a thick face
-manners
-confidence
-my tree!!which'll stand on its own!!
-an open heart
-kindness
-facade (neccessary)
okay. i'll not think of any a levels for 1 week. i'll not think of further maths for 1 week. despite AS mock coming in less than a month. shit. S.H.I.T. no no, its only a week. ONLY A WEEK. no books no notes. i'll manage. right?? i'll just let go and enjoy myself. a bit. its not too hard to do these. right??right??????? sigh...
i'll take care of myself. i'll take care of others as well. i'm going on a journey to explore myself.
okay. pic for 4 events. emcee for 4. talk about pressure. yep, my teammates are always there for me, thx god a thousand times=]
breathe in....out...in...out...chill. phew. argh. whooo. i'm going to relax. relax relax relax.
p/s: pls pls plssssss make my tree stand...plssssss T.T
yep. this is it. focus on now. i'll do a good job. i'll be great. i just know it. its law of attraction, right???
til then. (this time really until after cs)
chaoz, people~
yep. from now. i'll just focus on now.
to pekan nanas. i'll have the following check list:
i'll bring:
-motivation
-full preparation
-lots of love and care
-2 helping hands
-energetic spirit
-an open mind, an empty cup, a blank paper
-alertness
-a big big big smile ( really, its not that hard right???haih..)
-a thick face
-manners
-confidence
-my tree!!which'll stand on its own!!
-an open heart
-kindness
-facade (neccessary)
okay. i'll not think of any a levels for 1 week. i'll not think of further maths for 1 week. despite AS mock coming in less than a month. shit. S.H.I.T. no no, its only a week. ONLY A WEEK. no books no notes. i'll manage. right?? i'll just let go and enjoy myself. a bit. its not too hard to do these. right??right??????? sigh...
i'll take care of myself. i'll take care of others as well. i'm going on a journey to explore myself.
okay. pic for 4 events. emcee for 4. talk about pressure. yep, my teammates are always there for me, thx god a thousand times=]
breathe in....out...in...out...chill. phew. argh. whooo. i'm going to relax. relax relax relax.
p/s: pls pls plssssss make my tree stand...plssssss T.T
yep. this is it. focus on now. i'll do a good job. i'll be great. i just know it. its law of attraction, right???
til then. (this time really until after cs)
chaoz, people~
Friday, August 13, 2010
the city of pineapples
yes, people. i'm going to the city of pineapples a.k.a. pekan nanas next week=]
haha. so excited. and at the same time stressed out. so many events to prepare. so many first times to be tried. yep. a levels mock coming few weeks after that. sylables not finish. meeting a foster family. being emcee. meeting people. and what excite me most??no sight of inti long-rectangle-with-stupid-escalator-and-boring-lectures-building for one whole week!!!whoa. i counldn't ask for more. haha. its time for me to get a break and abandon that place for a while. and i could meet many youngesters in pekan nanas!!my foster sibling and secondary school campers. bet some of them might be more adorable than ttc students. hmph. who seemed to enjoy climbing on top of my head. bye, students, just for 2 weeks.=]
right. i'm pic of the very first event. and also the very last one. talking about stress. hmph. gotta rack my brain to think how to manke my god damn tree stand. argh.
p/s: btw, i think i got rid of my '...' habit right??haha. good. but not very successful with that in my msg-ing. aiks.
til then. (means after this community service)
chaoz~
haha. so excited. and at the same time stressed out. so many events to prepare. so many first times to be tried. yep. a levels mock coming few weeks after that. sylables not finish. meeting a foster family. being emcee. meeting people. and what excite me most??no sight of inti long-rectangle-with-stupid-escalator-and-boring-lectures-building for one whole week!!!whoa. i counldn't ask for more. haha. its time for me to get a break and abandon that place for a while. and i could meet many youngesters in pekan nanas!!my foster sibling and secondary school campers. bet some of them might be more adorable than ttc students. hmph. who seemed to enjoy climbing on top of my head. bye, students, just for 2 weeks.=]
right. i'm pic of the very first event. and also the very last one. talking about stress. hmph. gotta rack my brain to think how to manke my god damn tree stand. argh.
p/s: btw, i think i got rid of my '...' habit right??haha. good. but not very successful with that in my msg-ing. aiks.
til then. (means after this community service)
chaoz~
Thursday, August 5, 2010
money spender~~~
yep. we are all spending a lot money. college life= spend money. spend money to college, transport, exam, food, entertainment...and ss15 is indeed a gold mine. why else would there have been so many shops, boutiques, cc, restaurant, pool, rooms to let, apartment at there area?if its not of us students, the money spender. yep, ppl this age spend a lot,coz we don't earn a lot, if not, at all..
aiks..me being in college. spend money of course. but nope. not on clothes. nor on entertainment. not cc. not pooling. think that i'm a thrifty little girl??not! think twice. there's one thing that i can't resist and have to spend a lot on. yep. that 'thing' go to ur mouth, tummy, intestines..then into ur toilet bowl!! yes yes..i can't resist to spend on FOOD T.T
example. my fav 'take away' bubble tea, 100 yen ice, snowflake ice, GCB burger, RT breads, uncle bob's...those are unnecessary snacks right??what happen to my regime of eating 4 dollar rice at pasar every day?? i haven't even been there for almost a month. aiks...been having expensive lunch instead..and all these are DAILY expenses. not just a couple of days..just today i ate tako, just because my mouth needs sth to chew on=.=
oh my. i'm indeed turning into a college girl. a money spender!!but horh, thx god a hundred times i still earn a bit of money. aiks.. or else u'll see me begging money at the streets now. having drinking too much green bubble milk tea.
college life is soooo fattening.
i feel like a pig already.
til then.
chaoz~
aiks..me being in college. spend money of course. but nope. not on clothes. nor on entertainment. not cc. not pooling. think that i'm a thrifty little girl??not! think twice. there's one thing that i can't resist and have to spend a lot on. yep. that 'thing' go to ur mouth, tummy, intestines..then into ur toilet bowl!! yes yes..i can't resist to spend on FOOD T.T
example. my fav 'take away' bubble tea, 100 yen ice, snowflake ice, GCB burger, RT breads, uncle bob's...those are unnecessary snacks right??what happen to my regime of eating 4 dollar rice at pasar every day?? i haven't even been there for almost a month. aiks...been having expensive lunch instead..and all these are DAILY expenses. not just a couple of days..just today i ate tako, just because my mouth needs sth to chew on=.=
oh my. i'm indeed turning into a college girl. a money spender!!but horh, thx god a hundred times i still earn a bit of money. aiks.. or else u'll see me begging money at the streets now. having drinking too much green bubble milk tea.
college life is soooo fattening.
i feel like a pig already.
til then.
chaoz~
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
a levels life
i learnt a new word in a levels.
托托托托托
托托托托托托
yup...that's the life here. most of the time. lol. does not suite me at all. what's with the so many break times???so i'm trying to stuff things into my time as much as i can. just so i can do more and think less. or else i'm gonna be a big fat lazy bumm!!!
and yep, i'm having another break time now. oh well. off i go then, to do more revision and further maths. AS is near.
til then.
chaoz~
托托托托托
托托托托托托
yup...that's the life here. most of the time. lol. does not suite me at all. what's with the so many break times???so i'm trying to stuff things into my time as much as i can. just so i can do more and think less. or else i'm gonna be a big fat lazy bumm!!!
and yep, i'm having another break time now. oh well. off i go then, to do more revision and further maths. AS is near.
til then.
chaoz~
Saturday, July 31, 2010
looking back at my past...pmo concert
yep yep..went to pmo concert, and i just got back home after it, and i can't wait to blog already!!!
seriously, it was
A-W-E-SOMEEEEE!!!
bravo to everyone!!good job!!excellent!!well done!!wonderful!!!fabulous!!!awesome!!!!!!!!
oh my, i'm sooo touched looking at them perform. all the juniors have grown up and independent and manage to perform so many pieces so professionally together T.T i'm gonna cry just watching at them. and how i missed those days. those performance. those concerts. some of them have been through the same performances with us. and look at them now, able to hold a concert all by their own T.T awww....
and of course, des and jaykerr simply rocked the concert. both of them look soooo cute and yeng together.haha. crystal, u missed it!!!aikss..
haih. this concert really really made me look back. see them ss after the concert. see them smile when ppl shouted encore. see them in a real big mess right before the concert. its exactly like seeing myself being there once upon a time. awww....yep. those time were over. and i'm glad i have suchhhh beautiful memories=] met many people today. met many old friends and students. met many new couples . even met ji wan with his new gf. haha. good for him=] miss him though. haha.
thankful that today i can really write my blog in a happy happy tone. looking back at my life once in a while is reali satisfying. simply lovvvvveeee pmo=]
back to the now, i'll really try to look at a levels in a new perspective. so that when i look back at it in future, i'll have a smile on my face too =] and for relationships, i'll just focus on learning to be a better person from now on, so that in future, i'll be able to meet an even better person=]
yep yep. i'm motivated. and life's gonna get busy from now on. AS is near and so is the 21st community service. and i'm really starting to like working with the edu group. looking forward to the johor pekan nanas 7 day project=]
yea yea. there's so many smiley face here today. coz i'm so happy. and i don't have to feel guilty anymore. phew. relieved. motivated. don't have to spend the rest of my days in emo mode anymore=]
busy life's starting. anticipating.won't update so often.
til then.
chaoz~
=]
seriously, it was
A-W-E-SOMEEEEE!!!
bravo to everyone!!good job!!excellent!!well done!!wonderful!!!fabulous!!!awesome!!!!!!!!
oh my, i'm sooo touched looking at them perform. all the juniors have grown up and independent and manage to perform so many pieces so professionally together T.T i'm gonna cry just watching at them. and how i missed those days. those performance. those concerts. some of them have been through the same performances with us. and look at them now, able to hold a concert all by their own T.T awww....
and of course, des and jaykerr simply rocked the concert. both of them look soooo cute and yeng together.haha. crystal, u missed it!!!aikss..
haih. this concert really really made me look back. see them ss after the concert. see them smile when ppl shouted encore. see them in a real big mess right before the concert. its exactly like seeing myself being there once upon a time. awww....yep. those time were over. and i'm glad i have suchhhh beautiful memories=] met many people today. met many old friends and students. met many new couples . even met ji wan with his new gf. haha. good for him=] miss him though. haha.
thankful that today i can really write my blog in a happy happy tone. looking back at my life once in a while is reali satisfying. simply lovvvvveeee pmo=]
back to the now, i'll really try to look at a levels in a new perspective. so that when i look back at it in future, i'll have a smile on my face too =] and for relationships, i'll just focus on learning to be a better person from now on, so that in future, i'll be able to meet an even better person=]
yep yep. i'm motivated. and life's gonna get busy from now on. AS is near and so is the 21st community service. and i'm really starting to like working with the edu group. looking forward to the johor pekan nanas 7 day project=]
yea yea. there's so many smiley face here today. coz i'm so happy. and i don't have to feel guilty anymore. phew. relieved. motivated. don't have to spend the rest of my days in emo mode anymore=]
busy life's starting. anticipating.won't update so often.
til then.
chaoz~
=]
Friday, July 30, 2010
changing
over all in my life, i've change from a nerd, to a non-nerd, and recently back to a nerd again. yep, recently, i'm obsess with studies, or actually i always am. and my image in college?a quiet, nerd.yep, quiet. dunno since when, i'm back to quiet again. haih. i miss li ying. miss talking to her. and i know she never reads blog.lol. yep, talking to li ying is fun. coz i can talk ANYTHING i want, and she'll enjoy listening=] aiks, its had to find a good listener you know, where i can talk anything from my mundane life, to anime, gossip, studies, songs, food, trip, people,family, thoughts...seriously, anything at all, and she'll never grow tired of listening. we even purposely talk in proper english, just to practise our language. lol. argh, its a long time since i can talk whatever and as freely as i want, or even talk to a person who even like to listen to what i want to say. believe it or not???i'm a real chatter box, can non stop talking and talking for an hour. but then, seems not anymore i think.
yea yea~~tomorrow is the day!!pmo concert!!!gonna meet so many old pal from pmo!!hee..shen, wei lian, weil shern, li ying and bla bla bla bla bla...so many people!!see you tomorrow=]
further maths, good choice or not? teaching, good choice or not??i'm teaching more than 10 hours a week. the times i spend in college is usually sleepy ones. i'm just sooo tired. a levels. whatever.
i'm not demotivated. just there's so many things in college i disagree with. can't blend in. different channel, seriously. oh well, just today i think. i always change my mind. and always turn to my blog when i feel something bad. so, information here is not always accurate. don't get me wrong=]
what the heck is with the title of this post??argh, lazy to think of another one actually. don't even know what i'm talking about. and notice that my post title is alwaysss disconnected with my post?? and since when there is this lack of decoration and pictures in my blog??i've been thinking through it for many times, but then. oh well.
p/s: thinking skills tells too much. it makes people think and know too much. scary~~ oh well, ignorence is a bliss=]
til then.
chaoz~
yea yea~~tomorrow is the day!!pmo concert!!!gonna meet so many old pal from pmo!!hee..shen, wei lian, weil shern, li ying and bla bla bla bla bla...so many people!!see you tomorrow=]
further maths, good choice or not? teaching, good choice or not??i'm teaching more than 10 hours a week. the times i spend in college is usually sleepy ones. i'm just sooo tired. a levels. whatever.
i'm not demotivated. just there's so many things in college i disagree with. can't blend in. different channel, seriously. oh well, just today i think. i always change my mind. and always turn to my blog when i feel something bad. so, information here is not always accurate. don't get me wrong=]
what the heck is with the title of this post??argh, lazy to think of another one actually. don't even know what i'm talking about. and notice that my post title is alwaysss disconnected with my post?? and since when there is this lack of decoration and pictures in my blog??i've been thinking through it for many times, but then. oh well.
p/s: thinking skills tells too much. it makes people think and know too much. scary~~ oh well, ignorence is a bliss=]
til then.
chaoz~
Friday, July 23, 2010
think think think...
thinking skills sure is an incredible subject. coz our lecturer is awesome!!haha...anyway, its an extra subject taken by students for AS level. coz its free, there's bout a hundred student taking the subject at the start..guess how many people is still taking it now???exactly 6=.= is thinking skills really that unbearable to study???i don't think so larh...
after the 1st few weeks, half the people drop thinking skills. argh, well, the subject seemed pointless then. after the 1st term exam, most people below grade C drop the subject..until, well, 6 of us left. but then, now we have a better lecturer, we start to understand the subject more.
ok. thinking skills have 2 parts, problem solving and argument. most people think they have to be smart, high IQ to score the subject. and guess what?its wrong. its ENGLISH you have to be good at. you have to have incredible english writing skills so you can express your answers in a right manner. yep. there's no right or wrong answer for thinking skills, just the right way of EXPRESSING your answers. and there really is much to be thought of, and all of us really have the trouble to put our thoughts into words. and vocabs, and general knowledge, and critical thinking...
yep. thinking skills in undoubtedly hard to score. unless i brush up my english, an A for the subject is 'well nigh impossible'...hee, an expression learnt from thinking skills ..so, ms. malini always tell us to 'hang in there!!' even if we found the subject hard..haha
being in the science stream again, u could guess that in class all we do is to catch up with the syllables, do pass year question, and copy notes..yep, that's what a levels is about, isn't it??100% examination oriented..lol. well, thinking skills is the ONLY single subject we have real discussions. ONLY single subject to practise our language.and to widen our perspective. seriously, its cool=] in fact, its the lesson where i learn the most in the a levels programme. so we see why taylor's college made it an compulsory subject..haha.
kay, people who want to drop thinking skills, pls don't..haha..hang in there!!
p/s: you know what?? i'm gonna blog more often from now on. coz blogging helps me think, as in to think a lot=]
til then.
chaoz~
after the 1st few weeks, half the people drop thinking skills. argh, well, the subject seemed pointless then. after the 1st term exam, most people below grade C drop the subject..until, well, 6 of us left. but then, now we have a better lecturer, we start to understand the subject more.
ok. thinking skills have 2 parts, problem solving and argument. most people think they have to be smart, high IQ to score the subject. and guess what?its wrong. its ENGLISH you have to be good at. you have to have incredible english writing skills so you can express your answers in a right manner. yep. there's no right or wrong answer for thinking skills, just the right way of EXPRESSING your answers. and there really is much to be thought of, and all of us really have the trouble to put our thoughts into words. and vocabs, and general knowledge, and critical thinking...
yep. thinking skills in undoubtedly hard to score. unless i brush up my english, an A for the subject is 'well nigh impossible'...hee, an expression learnt from thinking skills ..so, ms. malini always tell us to 'hang in there!!' even if we found the subject hard..haha
being in the science stream again, u could guess that in class all we do is to catch up with the syllables, do pass year question, and copy notes..yep, that's what a levels is about, isn't it??100% examination oriented..lol. well, thinking skills is the ONLY single subject we have real discussions. ONLY single subject to practise our language.and to widen our perspective. seriously, its cool=] in fact, its the lesson where i learn the most in the a levels programme. so we see why taylor's college made it an compulsory subject..haha.
kay, people who want to drop thinking skills, pls don't..haha..hang in there!!
p/s: you know what?? i'm gonna blog more often from now on. coz blogging helps me think, as in to think a lot=]
til then.
chaoz~
Friday, July 16, 2010
free time
see??told u i'm too free these days..always here blogging.hee=]
anyway, i read some chinese articles today!!very rare for me, coz i'll just feel sleepy whenever i see chinese characters..aiks..so, this book was from my small sis, she's trying to sell the book from 'jing cao' to earn money for choir. the chs students are selling them at rm12 while de choir members sell them 15 ringgit to outsiders..so, i'm so free that i pick up the book, and found something inspiring!! no la..just a random thought..
haha. anyway, first, i found a few familiar names in that book!!haha..i'm not really a language person, so i choose articles to read based on names (those that i noe)..haha..anyway, i start to really see the difference between writing in chinese and english. in chinese the poems really can be anything, meaningful or meaningless. and although some of them i don't even know what the heck its about, i know it should have meant something to the author..yep, chinese enable the writer to use metaphor sooooo abundantly that the readers don't even know what its about. english of course there are metaphor.. but i haven't came across one english poem use it so heavily that it can looked completely out of sense or off topic from the real meaning..yea yea..i probably haven't read something that artistic..i'm a malaysian chinese, so u should know how's my english level...
anyway, so maybe that's why some people like to write their thoughts in chinese poems..it can look soo artistic or sophisticated, as there are zero rules for a poem , and only a small insiders will be able to get the true meaning of the passage..oh well, either its secretive or artistic or writing with style i don't know..but for me, reading chinese poems sure is confusing..haha.. why turn a big big circle to deliver a simple message??haha..
hmmm..i'm from a chinese primary school and secondary school. so my chinese SHOULD be good enough to appreciate the art of chinese..i even got top marks for my chinese essay and once my essay was used as a model essay for the class!!yet i always think my chinese is bad, i hated to have to take the subject for spm..i'm glad i don't have to do anymore chinese wrting when i was graduated..yet now, i see that i could have another way of expressing myself if i could manage the art of chinese..then maybe i won't have so much trouble blogging..wanting to shout out loud yet afraid of spilling too much beans..this's my new perspective i guess..maybe with a passion to a language i would have excel more in my artistic side, rather than getting stuck in the 'blue' character and getting more extreme at the mo. maybe i'll get another way to express myself..
oops..thinking things i'm not..well, just trying to get another hobby..just to balance life a bit=]
til then.
chaoz~
anyway, i read some chinese articles today!!very rare for me, coz i'll just feel sleepy whenever i see chinese characters..aiks..so, this book was from my small sis, she's trying to sell the book from 'jing cao' to earn money for choir. the chs students are selling them at rm12 while de choir members sell them 15 ringgit to outsiders..so, i'm so free that i pick up the book, and found something inspiring!! no la..just a random thought..
haha. anyway, first, i found a few familiar names in that book!!haha..i'm not really a language person, so i choose articles to read based on names (those that i noe)..haha..anyway, i start to really see the difference between writing in chinese and english. in chinese the poems really can be anything, meaningful or meaningless. and although some of them i don't even know what the heck its about, i know it should have meant something to the author..yep, chinese enable the writer to use metaphor sooooo abundantly that the readers don't even know what its about. english of course there are metaphor.. but i haven't came across one english poem use it so heavily that it can looked completely out of sense or off topic from the real meaning..yea yea..i probably haven't read something that artistic..i'm a malaysian chinese, so u should know how's my english level...
anyway, so maybe that's why some people like to write their thoughts in chinese poems..it can look soo artistic or sophisticated, as there are zero rules for a poem , and only a small insiders will be able to get the true meaning of the passage..oh well, either its secretive or artistic or writing with style i don't know..but for me, reading chinese poems sure is confusing..haha.. why turn a big big circle to deliver a simple message??haha..
hmmm..i'm from a chinese primary school and secondary school. so my chinese SHOULD be good enough to appreciate the art of chinese..i even got top marks for my chinese essay and once my essay was used as a model essay for the class!!yet i always think my chinese is bad, i hated to have to take the subject for spm..i'm glad i don't have to do anymore chinese wrting when i was graduated..yet now, i see that i could have another way of expressing myself if i could manage the art of chinese..then maybe i won't have so much trouble blogging..wanting to shout out loud yet afraid of spilling too much beans..this's my new perspective i guess..maybe with a passion to a language i would have excel more in my artistic side, rather than getting stuck in the 'blue' character and getting more extreme at the mo. maybe i'll get another way to express myself..
oops..thinking things i'm not..well, just trying to get another hobby..just to balance life a bit=]
til then.
chaoz~
stupid timetable
yeap, my timetable is STUPID. literally. what, u don't believe its stupid???just look at wednesday's for instance, 8 to 10 i have physics, then the next lesson is 4 til 5. yep, its like what the heck??6 hours of break in between??what shud i do with the break time?go out lepak n spend money???or wait in the library for 6 whole hours until the next lesson??my time is precious wei...
so, that's why me n kai zhuang decided to give up on that hour of chemistry from 4 til 5. we leave college straight after the physics lesson.. and, we smart people head to ttc instead!!haha.. instaed of go out n lepak, we go earn money, n spread education, n help the youngsters whatsoever..erm..whatever u call it, its wayyyyy better then spending spare time at inti. n the people in my class have their ways of spending time too, girls go to have a swim at jia yee's apartment, and guys go all the way to klang to play futsal. 6 hours break wei, that's how to utilise it, get yourself a life either how u want it. oh, n the poor fellows get back to college after their break, only to find that the chemistry teacher is sick, so the class is cancelled. so these fellows compensate themselves by going all the way to klang again to havea seafood dinner. they really know how to enjoy life...haha.
hmmm. so the rest of the days of a week have beter timetable than wednesdays, but it still suck.i can't even find a common break time to have lunch with ai shuen!! aiks.no matter, i hope they'll just retain wednesday timetable. so i can continue to teach the cute little chs students. haha. somehow, they will always always lift up my mood without fail=] nah..its a teacher-student thing, many people can't experience it...hee hee hee!!!
hmmm. bet stact club's activities are gonna get me busy again. so better study hard while i have the time. AS is nearer than we think, aikss...speaking of AS, the most worrisome subjuct is thinking skills. seem like it does not matter that much of what you think, but how you express it, in professional terms. meaning your english have to be really really good. have a wide volcabulary, and the writing has to be short, compact, and straight to the point.aiks..gotta work hard on that..haha..
notice that i blog more often now??that means i'm free...aiks...til then.
chaoz~
so, that's why me n kai zhuang decided to give up on that hour of chemistry from 4 til 5. we leave college straight after the physics lesson.. and, we smart people head to ttc instead!!haha.. instaed of go out n lepak, we go earn money, n spread education, n help the youngsters whatsoever..erm..whatever u call it, its wayyyyy better then spending spare time at inti. n the people in my class have their ways of spending time too, girls go to have a swim at jia yee's apartment, and guys go all the way to klang to play futsal. 6 hours break wei, that's how to utilise it, get yourself a life either how u want it. oh, n the poor fellows get back to college after their break, only to find that the chemistry teacher is sick, so the class is cancelled. so these fellows compensate themselves by going all the way to klang again to havea seafood dinner. they really know how to enjoy life...haha.
hmmm. so the rest of the days of a week have beter timetable than wednesdays, but it still suck.i can't even find a common break time to have lunch with ai shuen!! aiks.no matter, i hope they'll just retain wednesday timetable. so i can continue to teach the cute little chs students. haha. somehow, they will always always lift up my mood without fail=] nah..its a teacher-student thing, many people can't experience it...hee hee hee!!!
hmmm. bet stact club's activities are gonna get me busy again. so better study hard while i have the time. AS is nearer than we think, aikss...speaking of AS, the most worrisome subjuct is thinking skills. seem like it does not matter that much of what you think, but how you express it, in professional terms. meaning your english have to be really really good. have a wide volcabulary, and the writing has to be short, compact, and straight to the point.aiks..gotta work hard on that..haha..
notice that i blog more often now??that means i'm free...aiks...til then.
chaoz~
Monday, July 12, 2010
dear blog
dear blog, how i wish i can confide anything i like here. but always thoughts after thoughts came to me when i wanna blog about so de idea is always n always put off.
well. tonight. nothing to do. since i did further maths for de whole day, i can't do it for the night again right??anyway, recently demotivated again..guess that's always de reason i finally turn to my blog huh?guess i dun always jot down happy thoughts or i just don't have that many happy thoughts. haha. recently i feel old. always like feelingless. or dunno how to say. i'm not like when i'm a kid, loud, bossy n reckless n carefree. i'm not like when i'm at high skul, always worring, rushing, panicking, nagging. coz, there's nothing dat i care that much. or maybe i just clamed down already. laughing less smiling less. these few days larh. bet its coz i'm too free. i have to live busy n live tough...can't really enjoy the easy ways n easy talks..
anyway. i dunno the art of talking. sometimes i just can't fit into de topic. as in my brain totally reject the topic and dunno how to mix in. sometimes i can't stop talking. n all de stupid thoughts secret no secret flow outwithout filtering. what a mess. actually dis prob have been on a long long time.. aiks. so maybe talking less now is better coz i won't say wrong stuff.hee. yala yala.that's a wrong thought. i have to change de way i think n talk. oh well. everythings crap again. my blog is no fun to read anymore. coz one of the main prob is i dun apreciate photos like i did last time. i dun even bother to bring a camera to an occasion these days.
alright. i'll give u something fun to read. haha. anw, these few days many memories came back. yep partly coz of genting trip. other than de clubbing part n the night walking part, genting is more or less de same. brought back many memories. sweet memories=] de starbucks at de lobby is still the best place to gossip in de midnight with few close frens. n i particularly remember de night when i n shen 'fled' away from the guys room due to some incident. and the gossiping part at de corridor...sweet.
so de experinice with mas 1 is much more diff den what i thought it would be. genting. just de name of it make many people think its a boring n neverchanging place. guessed i forgot the big difference that we're all 18, or 17++, NEVER once in my mind i thought that my classmates actually have de idea to go clubbing. aiks. and a big idea of it too. they brought dresses n make up n stuff. where i simply borrowed a skirt from mei yee just so i can get in to 'open eye'...
ok.after all efforts made to smuggle in. some how the whole mas 1 manage to get in the disco under de security's eye. bravo to that, really. oh well. i really did 'open' my eye alright. all de smoke n beer n loud music. at the start i can still bear with it. observing the band on stage instead of noticing their ridiculously loud music. people talk n stuff. we sat at a isolated space, so not much smoke actually got to us...
but then,past midnight, its a craze. the lightings go from little colours to stupid flashes. flash flash flash.n it don't stop there. de music goes BOM BOM BOM. i was like,so now THIS is the real clubbing, . oh well. everybody go dancing. i tried, a while. and failed. i just can't let go or go crazy. jump jump jump n swing ur hand in de air.. and that's de only thing u can do. really. coz there's so many people squashed together TRYING to dance.coz jumping is not dancing right?? n since u can't dance by swaying side to side, because of the limited space n de big big crowd. u have to dance by jumping up n down vertically to save space, occasionally stomping on somonce foot, baning into ppl n knocking into people. which, none of those even make sense. n on de dance floor de lighting n music was even unbearble.by 2 thirty or some what like that. i fled. fled from de crowd n smoke n noisen lightings. literally, fled..i practically ran back to my hotel room, with a key i rummaged out from shu huey's bag out of desperation. whocares i have to get back to 1st world hotel alone. anything just to get away from that scary place. oh well, so much for sweet 18. don't think i enjoyed de privilages much.haha.
oh well. guess i'm indeed a jakun, further maths obsessed girl. can't even stand clubbing for even a night. n considered dat i din actually do 'clubbing' , but just 'see' clubbing. n tried n failed to swing with de so-call-music a bit. oh well. can't help it.
hmmm.what's de heck with the order of this post??its a mess. from emo thoughts to so call memories den a looong complain bout clubbing.aikss. guessed that's me blogging.
hope its not much a burden for u to read.
well.til then.
chaoz~
well. tonight. nothing to do. since i did further maths for de whole day, i can't do it for the night again right??anyway, recently demotivated again..guess that's always de reason i finally turn to my blog huh?guess i dun always jot down happy thoughts or i just don't have that many happy thoughts. haha. recently i feel old. always like feelingless. or dunno how to say. i'm not like when i'm a kid, loud, bossy n reckless n carefree. i'm not like when i'm at high skul, always worring, rushing, panicking, nagging. coz, there's nothing dat i care that much. or maybe i just clamed down already. laughing less smiling less. these few days larh. bet its coz i'm too free. i have to live busy n live tough...can't really enjoy the easy ways n easy talks..
anyway. i dunno the art of talking. sometimes i just can't fit into de topic. as in my brain totally reject the topic and dunno how to mix in. sometimes i can't stop talking. n all de stupid thoughts secret no secret flow outwithout filtering. what a mess. actually dis prob have been on a long long time.. aiks. so maybe talking less now is better coz i won't say wrong stuff.hee. yala yala.that's a wrong thought. i have to change de way i think n talk. oh well. everythings crap again. my blog is no fun to read anymore. coz one of the main prob is i dun apreciate photos like i did last time. i dun even bother to bring a camera to an occasion these days.
alright. i'll give u something fun to read. haha. anw, these few days many memories came back. yep partly coz of genting trip. other than de clubbing part n the night walking part, genting is more or less de same. brought back many memories. sweet memories=] de starbucks at de lobby is still the best place to gossip in de midnight with few close frens. n i particularly remember de night when i n shen 'fled' away from the guys room due to some incident. and the gossiping part at de corridor...sweet.
so de experinice with mas 1 is much more diff den what i thought it would be. genting. just de name of it make many people think its a boring n neverchanging place. guessed i forgot the big difference that we're all 18, or 17++, NEVER once in my mind i thought that my classmates actually have de idea to go clubbing. aiks. and a big idea of it too. they brought dresses n make up n stuff. where i simply borrowed a skirt from mei yee just so i can get in to 'open eye'...
ok.after all efforts made to smuggle in. some how the whole mas 1 manage to get in the disco under de security's eye. bravo to that, really. oh well. i really did 'open' my eye alright. all de smoke n beer n loud music. at the start i can still bear with it. observing the band on stage instead of noticing their ridiculously loud music. people talk n stuff. we sat at a isolated space, so not much smoke actually got to us...
but then,past midnight, its a craze. the lightings go from little colours to stupid flashes. flash flash flash.n it don't stop there. de music goes BOM BOM BOM. i was like,so now THIS is the real clubbing, . oh well. everybody go dancing. i tried, a while. and failed. i just can't let go or go crazy. jump jump jump n swing ur hand in de air.. and that's de only thing u can do. really. coz there's so many people squashed together TRYING to dance.coz jumping is not dancing right?? n since u can't dance by swaying side to side, because of the limited space n de big big crowd. u have to dance by jumping up n down vertically to save space, occasionally stomping on somonce foot, baning into ppl n knocking into people. which, none of those even make sense. n on de dance floor de lighting n music was even unbearble.by 2 thirty or some what like that. i fled. fled from de crowd n smoke n noisen lightings. literally, fled..i practically ran back to my hotel room, with a key i rummaged out from shu huey's bag out of desperation. whocares i have to get back to 1st world hotel alone. anything just to get away from that scary place. oh well, so much for sweet 18. don't think i enjoyed de privilages much.haha.
oh well. guess i'm indeed a jakun, further maths obsessed girl. can't even stand clubbing for even a night. n considered dat i din actually do 'clubbing' , but just 'see' clubbing. n tried n failed to swing with de so-call-music a bit. oh well. can't help it.
hmmm.what's de heck with the order of this post??its a mess. from emo thoughts to so call memories den a looong complain bout clubbing.aikss. guessed that's me blogging.
hope its not much a burden for u to read.
well.til then.
chaoz~
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
no dead no dead
lalalala...once again blog almost die...lalala...its not like i have any good reason for it so i'll just sing lalala...hee hee hee (singing in kok kin's style)!!
anyway..no point blogging bout redang..after reading yee min's awwweeessssome post..any post bout redang'll be unnecessary..really=] plus facebook is already FULL with all de photos and photos and more photos..
by the way.. i'm really on a real holiday..no college.no teaching. redang. completed reading the whole series of 'fairy tail' manga. and tomorrow im GOING GENTING.with a levels pals. haha. what a true holiday. and finally i spent some real money. salary from ttc for 2 months all goes to redang n genting =]
hmmm..i know this holiday is gonna be over soon. so soon that i won't be able to see it coming. new semester new life again, i guess??new sylables again and time to be really serious bout my further maths. and society activities!!!!21st community service..look forwardf to it=]
argh. i'm getting lazy to blog. notice my blog post gets shorter and shorter each and every time??aiksssss..hopefully trip to genting'll give me a whole new inspration to blog..coz... just thinking bout there already gave me sense of nostalgic. the bond of s7 starts there=] so though went there many times, i think i'm actually missing genting and the old days with s7.
shit. haven't pack. its 10 something already. gotta go. hope i'll have a nice long inspiring post to blog when i'm back from genting.
chaoz~
anyway..no point blogging bout redang..after reading yee min's awwweeessssome post..any post bout redang'll be unnecessary..really=] plus facebook is already FULL with all de photos and photos and more photos..
by the way.. i'm really on a real holiday..no college.no teaching. redang. completed reading the whole series of 'fairy tail' manga. and tomorrow im GOING GENTING.with a levels pals. haha. what a true holiday. and finally i spent some real money. salary from ttc for 2 months all goes to redang n genting =]
hmmm..i know this holiday is gonna be over soon. so soon that i won't be able to see it coming. new semester new life again, i guess??new sylables again and time to be really serious bout my further maths. and society activities!!!!21st community service..look forwardf to it=]
argh. i'm getting lazy to blog. notice my blog post gets shorter and shorter each and every time??aiksssss..hopefully trip to genting'll give me a whole new inspration to blog..coz... just thinking bout there already gave me sense of nostalgic. the bond of s7 starts there=] so though went there many times, i think i'm actually missing genting and the old days with s7.
shit. haven't pack. its 10 something already. gotta go. hope i'll have a nice long inspiring post to blog when i'm back from genting.
chaoz~
Thursday, May 27, 2010
i'm officially a STACT club member! and stact stands for student action anw..basically its a club that involves in community services or sth like dat..and i really really hope i can take part in their 21st community service, a big event where 40 students are chosen from inti to go to rural area to stay for 1 week. do some community service. live with a foster family. lol. finally. a society. hmmm. how i miss pmo and choir. even prefectorial board. or red house. anything. just life busy with sth i can commit and learn sth and relieve stress and make me happy at de same time. lol. yep. that's how much can a society do to u..haha...
anyway. just hope that stact club is an active club larh..i'm reali getting tired of constant study add maths further maths life d. arghhh. 'll take on with anything just to get a break from dis routine.haih.
exam's coming soon. not the right time for me to complain bout studying.aiks..
aza aza hwuaiting!!!
chaoz~
anyway. just hope that stact club is an active club larh..i'm reali getting tired of constant study add maths further maths life d. arghhh. 'll take on with anything just to get a break from dis routine.haih.
exam's coming soon. not the right time for me to complain bout studying.aiks..
aza aza hwuaiting!!!
chaoz~
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
restless
hmm. so today is quite inproductive. though almost complete another chapter for further maths and watched the movie shutter island for thinking skills. confusing movie anyway. can't understand it properly. intersting.haha.
okay, i'm just gonna crap what's coming across my mind at the moment. no mood to improvise or anything. so after a long long time, i ws finally on9, and not only to do assignment or blog. go facebook-ing longer than ever. since i've not been there for a long time. anyway. my point is, i saw many going ons of old high school people. hmmm. everyone seemed to have a new life already. including me of coz. now everyone is in pre u. so even though some people have seperated, we are still keeping in touch with high school people. what bout 1 more year later?when the gap between old friends grow bigger bigger and bigger. lo. no matter how. just have to treasure now. the past is the past. and the future yet to come.
the other thing that's bohering me is, i think i'm getting more and more stupid. not academically. on many many other stuffs. is like i haven't grown up since standard 6. or since dunno when. dunno. anw, i dunno what to do or think alredy. maybe i'm not a science person after all?maybe i've been forcing myself into it too much? maybe i choose to study all these stuff just because i can??argh. i think i'm gonna give up de whole engineering idea and go for qs instead.
argh. no matter. whatever the case is, we have to be the change we wish to see. dunno where i quote it from but it sounds like a good piece of advice for now.
hmmm. what a confusing and rojak post. anw, i'm liking band songs these days. new divide=]
chaoz
okay, i'm just gonna crap what's coming across my mind at the moment. no mood to improvise or anything. so after a long long time, i ws finally on9, and not only to do assignment or blog. go facebook-ing longer than ever. since i've not been there for a long time. anyway. my point is, i saw many going ons of old high school people. hmmm. everyone seemed to have a new life already. including me of coz. now everyone is in pre u. so even though some people have seperated, we are still keeping in touch with high school people. what bout 1 more year later?when the gap between old friends grow bigger bigger and bigger. lo. no matter how. just have to treasure now. the past is the past. and the future yet to come.
the other thing that's bohering me is, i think i'm getting more and more stupid. not academically. on many many other stuffs. is like i haven't grown up since standard 6. or since dunno when. dunno. anw, i dunno what to do or think alredy. maybe i'm not a science person after all?maybe i've been forcing myself into it too much? maybe i choose to study all these stuff just because i can??argh. i think i'm gonna give up de whole engineering idea and go for qs instead.
argh. no matter. whatever the case is, we have to be the change we wish to see. dunno where i quote it from but it sounds like a good piece of advice for now.
hmmm. what a confusing and rojak post. anw, i'm liking band songs these days. new divide=]
chaoz
Friday, May 14, 2010
SLACKING DAY
yep.sadly, today is slacking day. i din even take the trouble to bring my dearest and loveliest further maths book to college. why??coz today is jun dark's b'day.lol.and it is also a friday.
so today basically we just have a chem period, where people never listen to the lesson as usual. then, we go new way sing k. aiks. once again, we extend our 2 hours break to 3 hours, skipping thinking skills. hmph. almost skipping chemistry lab work. and maybe a levels lif is really too stressful???haha. coz all the guys sang like crazy. i mean literraly CRAZY, haha. so instead of spending my break time studying like when i did at the beginnig of the semestr, i extended my break time, for the second time in this two weeks. aiks. this make it my slacking number 1.
after chem, we did some physics. den???supposingly goin to watch a movie as an assignment for our thinking skills, but apparently the movie 'shuttle island' is not showing already=.= on top of that, when we found out we're already at the cinema counter. den some smart people suggest to watch nightmare of the elm street instead of ice kacang. great. that makes my slacking number 2.haha.can't say that the movie was a complete waste of time, just the story kinda too fake, but a lot of screaming and laughing over our own stupidity made it passable=] so its my 1st ever horror movie watched.haha..
slacking number 3 is having dinner at yuen. aiks. steamboat and a lot of LALA=] haha...eat steamboat sure use up whole night d lo...hmph...so apparently i slacked whole day. and ...i spent 50 bucks in a single day T.T bad me...haha...but then, i earn my own money man, haha...means i dun waste my parent's money=]
so. slacking daysssss is finally over for me. that's my promise from now on. aiks. for next week i'll save up again and go pasar to et cheap rice of not take away drink for next week to make up of the money i spent today.aiks...and, tomorrow is PAY DAY=] haha...
so people, jut to let u noe, 1st semester exam is EXACTLY 4 weeks from now on. hmmm. so you noe what to do if u wanna continue to receive scholarship from inti larh.haha...
gambateh everyone=]
chaoz~
so today basically we just have a chem period, where people never listen to the lesson as usual. then, we go new way sing k. aiks. once again, we extend our 2 hours break to 3 hours, skipping thinking skills. hmph. almost skipping chemistry lab work. and maybe a levels lif is really too stressful???haha. coz all the guys sang like crazy. i mean literraly CRAZY, haha. so instead of spending my break time studying like when i did at the beginnig of the semestr, i extended my break time, for the second time in this two weeks. aiks. this make it my slacking number 1.
after chem, we did some physics. den???supposingly goin to watch a movie as an assignment for our thinking skills, but apparently the movie 'shuttle island' is not showing already=.= on top of that, when we found out we're already at the cinema counter. den some smart people suggest to watch nightmare of the elm street instead of ice kacang. great. that makes my slacking number 2.haha.can't say that the movie was a complete waste of time, just the story kinda too fake, but a lot of screaming and laughing over our own stupidity made it passable=] so its my 1st ever horror movie watched.haha..
slacking number 3 is having dinner at yuen. aiks. steamboat and a lot of LALA=] haha...eat steamboat sure use up whole night d lo...hmph...so apparently i slacked whole day. and ...i spent 50 bucks in a single day T.T bad me...haha...but then, i earn my own money man, haha...means i dun waste my parent's money=]
so. slacking daysssss is finally over for me. that's my promise from now on. aiks. for next week i'll save up again and go pasar to et cheap rice of not take away drink for next week to make up of the money i spent today.aiks...and, tomorrow is PAY DAY=] haha...
so people, jut to let u noe, 1st semester exam is EXACTLY 4 weeks from now on. hmmm. so you noe what to do if u wanna continue to receive scholarship from inti larh.haha...
gambateh everyone=]
chaoz~
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
photossss=]
hey hey...i'm here to upload photos as promised=] erm...but there's onli pretty photos for house tents and marchers...aiks...coz for me, i think the biggest fun and event of sports day is dis 2 things. not really interested on the real sports..hehe...anw, allow me to spam with red house photos 1st=]
yep yep...red house theme this year is santa claus!!!and we have cute little elves to give out presentsss to everyone=]
see see...each of them carries a present!!i like their costume larh.
elves:" ahhhh!!!Ahhhh!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!"
dunno why they're shouting though.haha.
kawaii!!!kawaii!!!!
M for merah!!
and other houses...
yellow transformer
yeng nya=]
activate!!!
purple's under the sea...
hi, yi you=]
i like this fat fish!!look like pkp...haha
blue house avatar..
green house big head ninja turtle=]
haha...and of coz must thx scout for the gedjets...if not won't have nice nice tents o...
mr. ching hua commander=]
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best photo of the day!!!!i likeeeee leng hue's big fat head!!!!
thx u brian n charmine...for the niceeee photos=]
yep yep...red house theme this year is santa claus!!!and we have cute little elves to give out presentsss to everyone=]
see see...each of them carries a present!!i like their costume larh.
elves:" ahhhh!!!Ahhhh!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!"
dunno why they're shouting though.haha.
kawaii!!!kawaii!!!!
M for merah!!
and other houses...
yellow transformer
yeng nya=]
activate!!!
purple's under the sea...
hi, yi you=]
i like this fat fish!!look like pkp...haha
blue house avatar..
green house big head ninja turtle=]
haha...and of coz must thx scout for the gedjets...if not won't have nice nice tents o...
mr. ching hua commander=]
and...
.
.
.
.
.
best photo of the day!!!!i likeeeee leng hue's big fat head!!!!
thx u brian n charmine...for the niceeee photos=]
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