A reason, a season, and a lifetime...

i've read this article from a dhamma book...would like to share it with all of you=]

People come into your life fora reason, a season or alifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emtionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your art or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow and learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it,it is real. But only for a season.
Lifetime relationships teach you lifetimelessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

yep,people. this is why we meet. for a reason, season and a lifetime.
treasure our relationships. treasure our time. let's all learn about life and live life=]

hee.spoken like a true monk huh. what to do. tummy ache for 2 days. yesterday fever time. make me no mood study at all. so today so random pick up a dhamma book to read lo. haha. hope u all'll learn and realise somthing from it.

let's us appreciate of what we have shall we??

lao tze said ' He who knows that enough is enough will always have enough'.

nitez, people=]


chaoz~

back from cs=]

yep. i'm back from the super tough and awesome and touching and tring event, 21st cs. yep, i've grown. yep, i've done most of the things i decided to do before i go cs. yes, i'm transformed a little. yes, i look life at a different perspect now. yes, i'm super motivated now.

yes, i'm back at inti. back to reality. transformation successful. how long'll it last?how much have i really learnt and absorb???what'll i do next now i've taste changes in life??

hmm. now i'm still good. and i wanna get better better and better. how i wish i can share every single details here bout the magical 7 days. but u know larh. mock exam in 2 weeks. AS exam in 6. aiks. and i so wanna make something to every single committee to thank them . aiks. b4 king fly. b4 tian xin fly. do i have the time??hope so.

i love cs so co much. and so, now i'llhave more plan for my near future.

1. continue the smiling habit
2. score super duper well in AS
3. keep in touch with my foster family
4. keep in touch with all cs people.
5. enjoy life, appreciate.
6. remember all love and care i've received during cs and repay to others somehow some day, starting from now.
7. drive.
8. be a better person.
9. love.

til then.

chaoz people.

stand tall. and face the world.

yea, people. my tree is standing, with christmas lights on it too!!

XDDDD

chaoz~

live in the NOW

well. this post really take a long time for me to type. coz i was writing but how i've change and how suck i am and all the craps. then realize it was a rubbish boring post because it wouldn't have changed anything. so i deleted the whole crap of it.

yep. from now. i'll just focus on now.

to pekan nanas. i'll have the following check list:
i'll bring:

-motivation
-full preparation
-lots of love and care
-2 helping hands
-energetic spirit
-an open mind, an empty cup, a blank paper
-alertness
-a big big big smile ( really, its not that hard right???haih..)
-a thick face
-manners
-confidence
-my tree!!which'll stand on its own!!
-an open heart
-kindness
-facade (neccessary)

okay. i'll not think of any a levels for 1 week. i'll not think of further maths for 1 week. despite AS mock coming in less than a month. shit. S.H.I.T. no no, its only a week. ONLY A WEEK. no books no notes. i'll manage. right?? i'll just let go and enjoy myself. a bit. its not too hard to do these. right??right??????? sigh...

i'll take care of myself. i'll take care of others as well. i'm going on a journey to explore myself.

okay. pic for 4 events. emcee for 4. talk about pressure. yep, my teammates are always there for me, thx god a thousand times=]

breathe in....out...in...out...chill. phew. argh. whooo. i'm going to relax. relax relax relax.

p/s: pls pls plssssss make my tree stand...plssssss T.T

yep. this is it. focus on now. i'll do a good job. i'll be great. i just know it. its law of attraction, right???

til then. (this time really until after cs)



chaoz, people~

the city of pineapples

yes, people. i'm going to the city of pineapples a.k.a. pekan nanas next week=]

haha. so excited. and at the same time stressed out. so many events to prepare. so many first times to be tried. yep. a levels mock coming few weeks after that. sylables not finish. meeting a foster family. being emcee. meeting people. and what excite me most??no sight of inti long-rectangle-with-stupid-escalator-and-boring-lectures-building for one whole week!!!whoa. i counldn't ask for more. haha. its time for me to get a break and abandon that place for a while. and i could meet many youngesters in pekan nanas!!my foster sibling and secondary school campers. bet some of them might be more adorable than ttc students. hmph. who seemed to enjoy climbing on top of my head. bye, students, just for 2 weeks.=]

right. i'm pic of the very first event. and also the very last one. talking about stress. hmph. gotta rack my brain to think how to manke my god damn tree stand. argh.

p/s: btw, i think i got rid of my '...' habit right??haha. good. but not very successful with that in my msg-ing. aiks.

til then. (means after this community service)


chaoz~

money spender~~~

yep. we are all spending a lot money. college life= spend money. spend money to college, transport, exam, food, entertainment...and ss15 is indeed a gold mine. why else would there have been so many shops, boutiques, cc, restaurant, pool, rooms to let, apartment at there area?if its not of us students, the money spender. yep, ppl this age spend a lot,coz we don't earn a lot, if not, at all..

aiks..me being in college. spend money of course. but nope. not on clothes. nor on entertainment. not cc. not pooling. think that i'm a thrifty little girl??not! think twice. there's one thing that i can't resist and have to spend a lot on. yep. that 'thing' go to ur mouth, tummy, intestines..then into ur toilet bowl!! yes yes..i can't resist to spend on FOOD T.T

example. my fav 'take away' bubble tea, 100 yen ice, snowflake ice, GCB burger, RT breads, uncle bob's...those are unnecessary snacks right??what happen to my regime of eating 4 dollar rice at pasar every day?? i haven't even been there for almost a month. aiks...been having expensive lunch instead..and all these are DAILY expenses. not just a couple of days..just today i ate tako, just because my mouth needs sth to chew on=.=

oh my. i'm indeed turning into a college girl. a money spender!!but horh, thx god a hundred times i still earn a bit of money. aiks.. or else u'll see me begging money at the streets now. having drinking too much green bubble milk tea.

college life is soooo fattening.

i feel like a pig already.

til then.

chaoz~

a levels life

i learnt a new word in a levels.

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yup...that's the life here. most of the time. lol. does not suite me at all. what's with the so many break times???so i'm trying to stuff things into my time as much as i can. just so i can do more and think less. or else i'm gonna be a big fat lazy bumm!!!

and yep, i'm having another break time now. oh well. off i go then, to do more revision and further maths. AS is near.

til then.

chaoz~