grateful and thankful

you know what??its comforting that from now on i will always have a foster mum to talk to. i really thx cs and thx fate for this.

happy mooncake festival. may all families be well and happy. =]

chaoz~

life after cs.....STUDY MODE

lol. weird heading. anyway, things back to the 'real life' mode. no more exuberant happiness, sadness, hyperactivity...back to study mode. just done with mock exam and the real one is on 3 weeks time...

well. study wise i'm kinda dead actually. i'm so left behind with my A2 sylabbles. and i haven't touch further maths for a month=.= so so dead. as for the mock, stupid inti paper. ALL de papers are just copied from past year papers. what's the point having mock exam then???its just as well practising with past year questions. hopeless inti a levels.

hmm. life pace slow down a bit once the mock exam ended yesterday. busy for a whole month for the cs, then once back, switched back to study mode and catch up with everything and prepare for the mock. now its over, suddenly i have so much free time. 1st thing i did after exam yesterday was trying the Mcshakey cheese, then went home and did 3 hours of teaching. coz student is having trials soon, then, spam on anime for the rest of the day and today. lol. need a good book now or i'll turn into a anime freak.

yaya. have some things to update using the free time i have now. like doing other hobbies that i wanted and update with my foster family. lol. but other wise, i'm quite free.

anyway, found that some of my friends had got tired of teaching and wanted to give up or already gave up. hmm. for me, no matter how much trouble it caused me sometimes. its still worth it. i still enjoy more mixing around with juniors than my own batch of friends. and , well, i can practically score my maths exam with flying colours. lol.

new aims:
-drive
-cook
-read and know more
-yoga????aiks
-smile
-contact lens
-bye bye dark circles
-DECIDE and prepare on what to study next year, others are already starting with their personal statement
-find new art work to do, no more pom poms
-find new challenge.
-find bf. LOL. jk jk. present likely candidate=zero.
-so meanwhile, continue to upgrade myself. hee
-care, love, help, appreciate
-blog more often??
-score AS levels in freaking flying colours. since i already chose the path as a book worm for this year.
-don't give up on further maths. aiks.

haha. realized there was a similar list few post before. lol. i like to make lists to keep me going=] okay. that's all.

til then.

chaoz~

a magical fate-缘

yep. people. its magical. having a foster family is simply magical.

from being strangers. den whoa la!!they're ur new family!!haha.its really quite scary and weird at the beginning. but then u have to trust them and embrace the whole new relationship, just like how they trust you=] so first of all, thxs to my tree!!

hee. under this tree, here we meet, and here we held the 'adoption' ceremony. haha. its also on the tree where my foster parents picked out my name!!which is the socond last piece of name on the tree that time. its fate i tell u, fate. simply magical=]

haha. so now. introducing my foster family!! from left, my foster mum, dad, sis and her daughter, charlie=] my foster family's surname is hoon, who owns a kopitiam, where i had breakfast every morning at pekan nanas before the first event of the day. nice old place.. they are the ones who provide me home and food for 1 week or i'll certainly be dead far then. haha.

see, people??i'm actually getting along with small kids!!!haha. coz charlie is so adult like. seriously, i'm so shocked when she first spoken to me on the first day. whoa. her tone and her ability to speak. you call that a 3 year old??lol. u won't believe it until u see her with your own eyes i tell you. cute, smart, pretty charlie=]

charlie holding her xiu xiu!!!haha..

foster family brought me to visit the plantations.sou eei came with us too=]

hee. having a foster family really feels good. its like having more extra people to care for you. to love you. and of course to care for too. its like the family tree having a whole new big branch. connected to more people. loved by more people. having a family at johor wei. how cool is that??haha!!some people even say how we look alike with each of our foster parents!!lol. and really, yuen shyan is sooo alike with her foster mum.people say i look like my foster dad. lol.see, people??its fate again!!haha.and of course, i have so many many extra siblings!!i'm actually the youngest in my foster family, not counting charlie. i have 3 sis, 2 whom i've met, 1 at kl whom i haven't seen her before, yet. and 1 big bro!!haha..how i've always wanted a big brother, and now i have one=]

during the 7 days, i've also met other families...

my beloved camperssssss

love them lotsss...

and of course, never ever forgetting our BIG family,

the one and only 21st cs group=]


our last photo before i head back to kl.

proudly proclaiming, i'm a 21st cs member. jkjk. LOL.

p/s: i'm suppose to be bookworming again nowadays. not blogging. aiks. can't imagine how i'm gonna live through the whole study week at home next week. shit.

til then.

chaoz~