so the last time I blogged, it had been 3 days of university life, this time, it had been THREE FULL WEEKS. and trust me, it feels like forever already.
so things are getting more and more technical over here, and the course is still as guy-ish as everrrrr. ditch the man-woman equal theory. there's still wayyyyy too many guys in engineering. ohmygod. though I really don't like the fact that I belong in this guy-ish-very-technical-alien-language course, I'm coping quite well, I think. ishhh, really. why did I turn out to be so ungirl-ly?how I wish I could LOVE bio and study stuff like pharmacy or dentistry like everyone else. grrr.
anw, thx god I have confirmed that I don't HATE electrical. it's still maths after all. there's been too many discouraging words from my..er hem..beloved friends. haha. but MATlab and electrical, hmm. still not bad baaa. I think I'm quite fine with any of the branches of engineering, really.
okay. the work load. hello????I'm still in year one. why is there shoooooo much WORK???? T.T i could hardly get home before 5 everyday, AND I reached uni around 8 everyday also, k???INCLUDING weekends. if I had not already lived in sunway, I might as well move into Monash already==
and. the too many guys thing. it's still kinda freaky k?? I haven't got use to that completely, though I have been in monash for a whole semester already. considering that I grew up in a all girl family, besides my dad. GUYS move around in one BIG gang. GUYS have this pat shoulder/high five/knock knuckles gestures whenever they meet someone they know. GUYS laugh at...everything? GUYS have their manly talk manly meetings manly activities where we girls don't even know or can't join. my point is, we can never really participate in all activities as equals. still. grrr. while we engineering girls have far too few numbers to actually participate in one real girlish activity =(
not that I really like girlish activities. for one, I don't like group shopping. hrm. guess I don't belong in either activities then. not tomboyish, not girlish either. guess this is what happens when u decided to be a female engineer =)
well, there's still at least 3 and a half years for me to get used to this environment anyway, there would be a way for me to fit in. hee.
despite little discomfort, I'm still having a great time. haha. always having to hang out with guys is actually easier. see, I'm contradicting myself again. LOL. what I meant is there's little to control when you talk to a guy, not so easy to offend them, you see. compare to girls.
and despite being almost half dead, or even in a constant-zombie-like-state everyday, it's still worth while, I think.
ya, future-female-engineer giving some comments here. so girl, think twice before you join engineering ya? =D
til then.
chaoz~
