浪子心声 许冠杰
难分真与假
人面多险诈
几许有共享荣华
檐畔水滴不分差
无知井里蛙
徒望添声价
空得意目光如麻
谁料金屋变败瓦
命里有时终须有
命里无时莫强求
雷声风雨打
何用多惊怕
心公正白璧无瑕
行善积德最乐也
人比海里沙
毋用多牵挂
君可见漫天落霞
名利息间似雾化
i don't usually post lyrics, but this song has been stuck in my head from quite awhile. This is a very very old song. I have heard it for a hundred times in my dad's car since I was a little girl. and I realized i have not understand the meaning of the lyrics (my Cantonese is quite bad ) until just yesterday when my dad translates it to me. Such meaningful and truthful lyrics. Actually lifted up my mood. Guess that i'm so engrossed with studies nowadays, I skipped outings, I don't join activities, again things seem a bit lost to me. Some how this lyrics just brighten up my mood. ^^ So rare to have inspiring songs like this today. And such contrast it is when I remembered the most recent song is 'Anaconda'....
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Thursday, September 4, 2014
#themanyfactsaboutme
1. I'm not just a girl. I'm a future Engineer.
2. I have serious issue with choosing the right words to say.
3. I am pretty smart and is very good with mathematics.
4. I stutter and jumble up words when I speak too fast or when I'm nervous.
5. I often get lost in my trail of thoughts and have trouble keeping up with ongoing conversations
6. I hate my dark eye circles. I think I could be very pretty without them =p
7. I'm a forth year student and I have no idea where this electrical engineering degree would lead me to.
8. 70% of my daily routines (minus sleeping hours) are made up of study-related stuff, even my job. I give maths tuition.
9. My best friend is myself and my blog. I tend to spend a lot of time conversing to myself in my mind.
10. My good friends are scattered across the world.
11. I lost my mum at age 14.
12. I always thought that my path would be very much different if my mum is still here.
13. I can't clique with girly girls easily. I don't giggle, talk boys, makeup, party and shop crazy.
14. Yes, I'm a nerd.
15. I really believe that I am not as tanned as people tell me I am
16. I have a tall elder sister, and a short younger sister.
17. Auntie May has been in my home since I was 10 months old and she is here still ^^
18. I'm terrified of all sorts of bugs and mucus-covered invertebrate such as worms, leeches, slugs etc.
19. I used to watch a lot of anime and manga.
20. I am still not the me I want to become.
21. I based my preference on objects very much on the colours bright deep pink and blue (my phone, pencil case, ipad cover, sport shoes, pen drive, folder etc.). Reason being that these colours are LOUD enough so I don't lost the objects easily.
22. I am a major foodie: korean , japanese, chinese foods, milk tea. not so much on desserts and western foods though.
23. I WISH I am good at sports and flexibility. VERY ENVY of ice skaters and ballet dancers.
24. Which brings me to another point: I am utterly hopeless with hand leg coordination. Can't dance, can't pose, bad at balancing, can't handle forks and knives well.
25. I used to learn ballet for like two years, most painful experience of my life (minus facial treatment). All efforts to nil, I can't even touch my toes now.
26. I can't cook, YET. I believe my love for food would force me to work a lot in the kitchen one day.
27. I play Candy Crush a little too much.
28. Good academic results have been a consistent achievement for me since primary school until now.
29. I had failed piano Grade 7. Stopped learning since.
30. My favourite book of all time is STILL Harry Potter. Am still waiting for my Hogwarts Letter.
31. I've read Princess Diaries 1 to 10. My blogging habit is pretty much inspired from there.
32. This is how I look like, three years ago anyway:
33. I have very bad handwriting, but love writing anyways.
34. I have a thing for pretty quotes and Chinese idioms.
35. I sometimes write and copy quotes to calm my mind.
36. I love orchestra, choir and music with lots of harmony.
37. I hate crowds, noise, disco lighting. Do not idolize. Am no fangirl.
38. I used to love art work such as sewing, drawing, coloring, making handcraft items.
39. I love anything that got to do with Matcha and Green tea.
40. I want to go back into learning music someday (choir? cello? flute? 古筝？)
41. I like doing lists like this. Read my blog, I have tonnes of them.
42. I really believe writing makes me feel a lot better about myself!
43. I listen to YG k pop songs when I'm rushing assignments.
44. I hate milo.
45. My proudest moment in sports is when I got 25th place in the 5 km marathon in my high school during form 1.
46. I have three mooncake boxes which I use to keep old letters and souvenirs.
47. I received a secret love letter during form one and today I still have no idea who sent it to me.
48. I'm no expert, but I used to play a number of instruments: piano, clarinet, 柳琴，中阮，double bass.
2. I have serious issue with choosing the right words to say.
3. I am pretty smart and is very good with mathematics.
4. I stutter and jumble up words when I speak too fast or when I'm nervous.
5. I often get lost in my trail of thoughts and have trouble keeping up with ongoing conversations
6. I hate my dark eye circles. I think I could be very pretty without them =p
7. I'm a forth year student and I have no idea where this electrical engineering degree would lead me to.
8. 70% of my daily routines (minus sleeping hours) are made up of study-related stuff, even my job. I give maths tuition.
9. My best friend is myself and my blog. I tend to spend a lot of time conversing to myself in my mind.
10. My good friends are scattered across the world.
11. I lost my mum at age 14.
12. I always thought that my path would be very much different if my mum is still here.
13. I can't clique with girly girls easily. I don't giggle, talk boys, makeup, party and shop crazy.
14. Yes, I'm a nerd.
15. I really believe that I am not as tanned as people tell me I am
16. I have a tall elder sister, and a short younger sister.
17. Auntie May has been in my home since I was 10 months old and she is here still ^^
18. I'm terrified of all sorts of bugs and mucus-covered invertebrate such as worms, leeches, slugs etc.
19. I used to watch a lot of anime and manga.
20. I am still not the me I want to become.
21. I based my preference on objects very much on the colours bright deep pink and blue (my phone, pencil case, ipad cover, sport shoes, pen drive, folder etc.). Reason being that these colours are LOUD enough so I don't lost the objects easily.
22. I am a major foodie: korean , japanese, chinese foods, milk tea. not so much on desserts and western foods though.
23. I WISH I am good at sports and flexibility. VERY ENVY of ice skaters and ballet dancers.
24. Which brings me to another point: I am utterly hopeless with hand leg coordination. Can't dance, can't pose, bad at balancing, can't handle forks and knives well.
25. I used to learn ballet for like two years, most painful experience of my life (minus facial treatment). All efforts to nil, I can't even touch my toes now.
26. I can't cook, YET. I believe my love for food would force me to work a lot in the kitchen one day.
27. I play Candy Crush a little too much.
28. Good academic results have been a consistent achievement for me since primary school until now.
29. I had failed piano Grade 7. Stopped learning since.
30. My favourite book of all time is STILL Harry Potter. Am still waiting for my Hogwarts Letter.
31. I've read Princess Diaries 1 to 10. My blogging habit is pretty much inspired from there.
32. This is how I look like, three years ago anyway:
33. I have very bad handwriting, but love writing anyways.
34. I have a thing for pretty quotes and Chinese idioms.
35. I sometimes write and copy quotes to calm my mind.
36. I love orchestra, choir and music with lots of harmony.
37. I hate crowds, noise, disco lighting. Do not idolize. Am no fangirl.
38. I used to love art work such as sewing, drawing, coloring, making handcraft items.
39. I love anything that got to do with Matcha and Green tea.
40. I want to go back into learning music someday (choir? cello? flute? 古筝？)
41. I like doing lists like this. Read my blog, I have tonnes of them.
42. I really believe writing makes me feel a lot better about myself!
43. I listen to YG k pop songs when I'm rushing assignments.
44. I hate milo.
45. My proudest moment in sports is when I got 25th place in the 5 km marathon in my high school during form 1.
46. I have three mooncake boxes which I use to keep old letters and souvenirs.
47. I received a secret love letter during form one and today I still have no idea who sent it to me.
48. I'm no expert, but I used to play a number of instruments: piano, clarinet, 柳琴，中阮，double bass.
Gossip Girls
Oh the sweet gossip that everyone loves. The excitement for interesting stories and the temporary bond among the group of gossipers. and the aftermath guilt when you talked and contributed too much. The struggle that's is only within yourself. enough is enough. Gossip is never a positive thing. The bigger the group gets, the more complicated the things get. How i wish to undo my words. Lesson learnt: Don't get carried away with gossips. And the stories you hear, just allow one ear to be open and another to be closed. No feelings attached. No judging after. oops.
Next time, just a quiet discussion with a selected few. Or best, no discussion at all.
Next time, just a quiet discussion with a selected few. Or best, no discussion at all.
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
Smart
I read a Uberfact tweet that says smart people tend to have insomnia due to higher brain activity. I suspect that this is true for me! Hah. Because, I tend to overthink so damn much! Until a point that I either can't fall asleep, or my thoughts jumble up into twisted dreams that cause me more stress in my sleep. Hence, my dark eye circles? Even though I have long sleeping hours, I often feel that I have rarely rested enough, and still feel tired and drained after my sleep. Guess that it pays to be smart =p
Haha okay I'm not so deluded. Of course there are other contributing factors. Like stressful studies right before I sleep. Or lack of exercise so that I'm often too stressed up. And also sleeping late and oversleeping that cause my biological clock to be messed up.
So. New resolution: Sleep early and wake early!!! Early as in sleeping at 11.30pm and waking at 7.30am! Eight full hours no more no less! Also, TRY getting back into exercise. This will lead to a good night sleep. AND HENCE I CAN SAY GOODBYE TO MY GREATEST ENEMY OF ALL TIME: MY EYE BAGS!!
okay. cheers to myself. goodbye.
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