getting over

finally the depressed feeling is gone. no more getting sad over lack of friends in the lecture. I have time for them after the lectures. if not, I can make my own timetable =p i have also settled down into the uni mode now. it's pretty easy to get used to it when all the assignments and home works and lecture come rushing into you face all at once @@ 

anyways, I've found that no plan IS the best plan. for me, anyways. imma gonna live up to that from now on. I needa take unnecessary stuff off my mind to appreciate the good stuff going on at the moment. and, i'm fine even though things might get ugly. uglier and uglier, I see. it's your problem if you like to take things for granted. I'm over getting angry with you, it's your own impression and image you're ruining. I'm over getting sad. I'm fine now. so no lost for me, I guess. 

and I'm also over with the definition thing, like finally. lol. let me explain. I was kinda obsess with descriptions I could, or people could use to describe and define me. I'm forever looking for a category that I've fallen into. and also people who might be in the same 'category' with me? none. I'm alone. oh well. but now, I'm gonna ditch the concept. I've tried to let it go and forgot about it long ago, but subconsciously I'm still putting a lot of thoughts on it. so, finally, some how, I've just gotten over with the idea. ahaha. no why no how. just, I've gotten over with it. it just no longer has the importance as it seemed to have. it was too tiring anyways so i'm glad i'm rid of the baggage. no more why how what who where and more whys =D 

因为不重要了。所以，终于放下了一些执着。心情，豁然开朗了 =D

til then.

chaoz~

first day all over again

its the first day of our Year 2 in uni. ya, it did felt like the first day of school all over again, as from Year 2 onwards, we are split into our respective branches of engineering. so sad.


anyway, my first monday consist of a stretch of 5 hours lecture, with no breaks in between. one word.  BORINGGGG! like, freaking boring. ugh. i was so not in the study mood at all, can't even feel the excitement over meeting new lecturers and new friends. frankly, all i wanted to do today was to finish reading the manga series i'm following: katekyo hitman reborn. and i did =p i'm just so NOT in the mood to get back to uni.


BUT. things get better when i met my old friends and old course mates =D guess who i met the second i step into uni? ning and jian shen =D both of them have classes starting at noon too. and then i met the If I Die Young Taiping people at cafeteria. and Daniel and Jason. then gam mou and jamie join in my first lecture, which pkp is taking up too. though the classroom is so small we can't really talk =/ and it also cheered me up a bit when eugene and vincent randomly drop by at the lecture theatre. just so good to meet them =D 


and the next three hours is bored as hell too. frankly speaking, i even thought of ditching the lecture and joining chemical's fluid mechanics next door instead =/ they even have mechanicals people in that lecture! and til now, i'm still interested in ALL the branches. fluid mechanics, heat exchanger whatever sounds so interesting too.


finally, advanced maths is the best hour. it made my day. finally all the old friends gather at the same auditorium. and we get to TALK and CRAP. quite loudly too. for a whole hour. oops. so settling and comfortable to just hang out with old friends. truly blessed to still have the year one friends in this lecture =D and i think it would be my favourite subject this semester too. the only one without labs. lol.


and gap zai and gap lui became a common practice during the first day. ahaha. some looking for potential leng zais and luis, some just noticing the slight changes the old course mates have made, some just observes the newcomers and new faces. and then, commenting RATHER loudly about it. haha.

so. second year. i know when everyone starts to get busy, we won't have that much time to hang out at others' lectures, hence, won't be seeing other that much huh? anyways, i'll have to get into study mode as soon as possible. and get into second year uni mode as well too. hrm.


electrical and computer systems. sounds nerd huh. even looks nerd too. well, let's hope it'll still have some fun in it.


til then.


chaoz~

Lang Tengah 八人行

hello people. ya it's the long drafted post by me on our epic trip of the year. and I name the trip 'Lang Tengah 八人行' =D 

date of the epic trip : 9/7 to 13/7 2012 

introducing the mighty eight that went to the trip:  

me! =D  

the s4 guys, Low Yeong Yih!! forever the source of endless-stomach-hurting-loud-hysterical laughters. seriously. forever. Ricky Lee. happy to know you! though i cant really keep up with the cantonese jokes@@ Ze Khan. the second trip i went with you eh? our 大白鲨，how i wishhh i can exchange skin colour with you. lol. you wish so too right? ahaha.. and the three of them forms the three musketeers, or the three blind mice, or three-forever-crapping-cracking-jokes-vulgar-speaking-happy-go-lucky-future-'wipeout malaysia'-commenting guys in the trip. con-sure (confirm sure) =D 

and next we have another trio, the frisbee players, Lim Yao Jie ( gei lou. sigh. I thought I did knew you after so long) . Khor Hock Eu. ( the walking encyclopedia. and sei 汉奸. shit head! =( ）and the ORGANIZER of said trip, the one who make it all possible, Yap Jian Shen. 谢谢你 =D Two of them are future doctors and js's gonna be my junior this coming semester. mwahaha..  

finally the last member of this voyage is the only other female in the group, Soh Ning Xin. sista for years. first friend i've known in high school. and our name even sounds the same. being the only two girls in the trip, we can only 相依为命，

okay, done with the introduction of characters. now, the trip. THE trip, of the year. and the first ever trip with the zoo gang. after knowing you all for so so long, finally, we went for a real trip. =D 

Lang Tengah is an island, at Terengganu, if you're wondering. it's neighbor to the infamous Redang Island and Pulau Perhentian. two years ago i've been to Pulau redang on a trip with the pmo girls and few of the same guys in this trip. so, naturally, its normal for us to compare the trip with each other.  

Redang VS Lang Tengah. 

sand. 

Redang wins. too many dead corals at Lang Tengah. I remembered that the sand in Redang is almost pure white. 

sea.

it's the same. crystal clear. pure blue. BEAUTIFUL. BUT, Lang Tengah seemed to have an excess numbers of sea cucumbers at the shallow seas, for I dunno what reason? T.T I can't even have a peaceful swim at the sea shore!! for the fear of accidentally stepping on the abundant sea cucumbers lying EVERY-FREAKING-WHERE on the sea beds AND also because the guys are throwing sea-cucumber-grenades at me. urghhh. the FAT-STICKY-BONELESS-UGLY-HEAVY-WATER-SPITTING-FREAKING-FACELESS CREATURE! and for that reason, I don't like being in the sea for long. the sea is just fine being beautiful backgrounds in the photos.  

boat.

I remember hopping to Redang was fun. the boat to lang tengah doesn't hop. but I dislike both, still. sea sick. urghhh. UNTIL NOW MY HEAD STILL FAO HA FAO HA!! and the slanted canteen does not help with my giddiness at all. sigh.  

bus. 

we took the sani express. business class. of course the last time was better, where we rent our own bus sekolah. but its still considerably more comfortable compared to transnational busses. and eight freaking hours is too much. the next time, I would really opt for flying instead. 

rocks. 

hah! Lang Tengah wins this one. there's this jungle trek that leads to the cliffs and rocky areas by the sea where the scene is awesome. we didn't expect jungle trekking on an island would be jungle-ish much and so we wore slippers to trek instead. thx god it wasn't too tough and there's no leeches. there's quite a number of over large lizards though. urgh. and things get slightly excited when two of the guys went missing all of the sudden and we start coming up with all sort of theories of their mysteries disappearance =D however, I wished I were more daring to climb even more rocks but it's rather scary also not to mention dangerous. 

photos.

there's some regrets on this aspect, but considering the fact that it's a guy-dominant group this time, guessed that it can't be helped. and also there's no real photographers or photography lovers with us this time. so the number of photos taken is also lesser by a few folds. we had 2000 over photos in the last trip. and in this one, with only one dslr we have a little less than 700 with mostly continuous shots and sceneries and candids. also ya, kinda lack group photos this time. 

the trip. 

now, this is not something that can be compared easily. I'll just say its different from last time. DIFFERENT. though the package and the islands are rather similar. let's see. this trip, it's more of enjoy-the-scenery than photo-shooting, more along-the-beach-explorinjg than photo-posing, more sea-creatures-catching than beach-sports-playing, more guys-version-yumcha-keng-gai than girls-yumcha-keng-gai, on the island, we have love-you-you-jetty instead of mo mo cha, plus we have more star-gazing-and-wishing-upon-three-or-four-shooting-stars than finding-蓝眼泪 =D

ok. enough of the introduction. time to let the pictures do the rest of the talking =p

this 10 month old baby is the happiest baby in the world . he laughs and smile at ANYONE and EVERYTHING and EVERY TIME. lyy said he would the easiest baby to be kidnapped @@

awwww <3

we have our own ladies camwhore session at the jetty to make up for the loss =p

sunshine and pretty girls =p

ehehehe nice jump shot =D

 these are the activities we had while strolling along the beach

js throwing pebble ( dead choral) as far as he can

throwing frisbee though the beach had too many dead chorals for them to play a proper game

阳光。沙滩。青春 <3

one of the very rare group pictures. we left a space for lyy the photographer =D

ladies hiding from the scorching sun.

sista <3

this is what friends are for <3

the new pets!!

sh kang - ze khan

so ki - ricky

playing sand

playing sand

also playing with the sand =p

sorta sunset. our location only allowed us to watch the sunset.

sunset and the road ahead <3

 the next morning we have rock climbing!! sorta.

ze khan got stuck!! just for show =p

on the cliff by the sea.

nice rocky areas right?? but one fall could be deadly.

the areas conquered by the almighty js and hock eu

nice scene. 

 in the afternoon, some of the guys decided to try out sea diving =D

lim yao jie jumping from the top of the boat roof!!

mid air =D

one of the best shots by js

hock eu took up the challenge too

in the evening, we went for a swim in the sea =D

鸳鸯戏水

终极海参。and the rest of the sea bed is infested by this creature's brothers and sisters too. ew ew ew ew.

clear sea, but rocky sea bed infested with sea cucumbers.

hiding under the shade when i could no longer stand the sea cucumbers.

one of our epic best pictures!! nice pose, ze khan =D

and the rest of the candid shots by the beach

no idea what they were doing by nice pose =D

cool hock eu =D

ze khan, frisbee, and sunset =D

ning <3

on our last night, we have our epic star gazing session =D

we...snuck out the bed sheets, chose the most pitch black beach, lay down nicely, and wait for the appearance of the shooting stars =D the starry sky itself is way beyond awesome. i could never had witnessed such a scene at home as we're often blinded by the city night lights. and its my very first time watching the appearance of a shooting star. though often confused by the bat that flew overhead of us, i had seen four shooting stars that night. one which i've secretly kept to myself. and the make-a-wish-upon-a-shining-star, though its sorta a childish and fairytale-like act, its still beautiful, too =D

八个人，排排躺。

peaceful, rather boring, but still a beautiful session =D

ricky, ning, and me. sadly, the darkest leg belongs to me. lol.

out of no where, the guys started to play shu mo O.O

all of them trying to bring lyy down!

look at them boys. ahahahaa

proof of our crime: keeping the bed sheets after we blatantly used them to lay on the sand. the resort staff would be really mad if they've found out =p

 finally, our best, precious, very few, complete group photos =D

laugh. brave. joy. love. hopeful. peaceful. happy. confident

free style. ya, lyy got the best pose!

ehehehe, undoubtly the epic trip of the year right?? its a really sweet getaway from the city life we have. cleared my mind on everything and fill my body with positive energies =D chs trip with chs friends. such precious bonds we have, right? 


时隔两年，又更珍惜这一份缘分。四天四夜的重新相处，果然和两年前的我们杀然不同。然而，很高兴大家能从从前一样的基础能找到不同、适合自己、更好的自己。咱们都是大好青年，希望休息了以后，能够继续有理想的往前冲，加油加油 =D

shadows <3

feeling a little nostalgic? here's a link to yee min's redang post two years ago. which is a more epic trip? you decide =D http://nimeey.blogspot.com/2010/06/redang.html

til then.

chaoz~