Yes yes. Time has caught up with me. There's no slowing down. Even more than any years before, THIS year is THE year. THE year when I will finally graduate from university and leave study life, probably forever. What would become of me? The simple girl who has done nothing best except of stuff which concerns studies throughout her entire life. Alas, que sera sera.
Life lessons probably awaits me. Tears and failures and mistakes. Well, let time teach me, let time hone me, let time change me, until probably another 20 years later, I would not recognize who I am today.
2015 is a new beginning, a turning point, a year of big decisions. 2015 is the year. My year. I made a planner for 2015 in the hope that I will utilize every waking moment of this year, to learn, to enjoy, to love. Future Me, please make good decisions.
As time pass, my feelings have grown more complicated and complex. I find that I cannot bring justice to my deep thoughts and feelings in these simple words. Looks like my heart has grown more that my vocabularies and words. What I wish to write, words do not flow. I blame Past Me for slacking in the study of languages. Now, it is up to Present Me to brush up my English!
P/S: A simple check when I'm lost. Ask myself this: Am I learning? Am I enjoying? Am I loving?
