Hi all. No i'm not all emo and depressed again. As long as i'm busy, i'm okay. But, there's still part of me that is feeling all demotivated and restless. Gah. how should i deal with it how??
The thing is. i'm dealing with a lot of stuff which i'm not good at at this point of time. Inferiority, frustration, restlessness. Patience, i tell myself over and over again. Give time time. Baby step. Continue dealing with it and it'll get better. It WILL get better.
And so. kinda low in morality now. and so. i think if i should screw it for awhile and do some of my favourite distractions. Like read Harry Potter again, for the umpteenth time. or read some manga. or draw some random shit. or even just follow a really really nice drama (any recommendations?).
and even the freaking air is smelly. i want to take a deep breath and calm down. and all i get is the smell of the stupid haze which makes my throat sore and makes me want to choke!
zzz. suffocating! life. is. suffocating. sometimes. just like the haze.
