science centre
klcc and kl tower.
this holiday.being out more than staying in. shopping, gathering, movies, and visits..its a pleasant holiday=]
more later. chaoz~
Monday, December 27, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
the start of the end.
holidays. always love them and can never get enough of them. nah.i don't get expensive trips oversea to see the world..nor spend every day outside the house shopping and playing..i actually very much enjoy the peace at home, reading harry potter over and over again, up to a measure, that is.
hey. don't get the wrong idea. i have painstakingly plan my whole holiday ahead. i do have a plan okay. not just harry potter. well, first, i'm going to really really try hard to catch up on alllll the syllabus for further maths. 'cous, mind you, its extremely difficult and i'm going to reconsider my option of taking the whole subject seriously. a visit to monash scare me actually. when i actually face all the robotic stuff and devices, i had a slight panic. it all look so boyish and complicated and mental, not to mention extremely tough. i'm terrified and am going to work my butts off to achieve full As. just for the 20 percent tuition waiver at monash. not to mention finding any other possible scholarships.
and. art work of course. god knows how much i've neglected my artistic soul until it had almost left me completely since i've been spending time doing further maths as a hobby. not that its actually a hobby, but its definitely stuff that i have time to do during my free time, which make it my hobby, like it or not. haih. anyway, the point is i've bought all the ingredients needed to make more handcrafts. but. well. no where near opening the packets until now. haih.
and. art of cooking. finally i'm making slight progress in that. and on one particular day, i've an urge to wanting to make 'mua chi' - the soft sticky white 'kuih' with groundnut crumbs covering its surface. sound so tasty right??so i asked my auntie may to teach me to make it. but. i was apalled when all my kakak got out from a drawer is a packet of pulut flour. den she mix with water. and water only. i'm suprised it doesn't need oil or egg or butter or anything.
lol. then she boil them in hot water. that's it. flour n water. then she cut them into small cube and put them in the groundnut crumbs. the end. the mua chi is done.
oh my. i have no idea cute and tasty little mua chi is so damn easy to make. and to my utter bewildment, my auntie may use the same dough to make small little balls, and throw the into pandan and ginger soup. and tadaaaa, rice ball soup is done. i have no idea rice ball soup and mua chi is the exact same thing!!and quite disappointed with the mixing flour and water lesson.==
anyway. it feels so wrong to have food purely made from flour and water and nothing else.haha. its like hardly food. both sis said i'm not making any sense. and when i said i'm not having mua chi ever again they think i'm out of my mind. lol. oh well..
oh. and driving. haih. who's there got a P license for 10 months and can't yet drive?i bet only me..haha..another homework for me this holiday. nothing much for this holiday except a couple of wedding dinner, some teaching , some visits, some gatherings and a camp. yep. gonna enjoy my precious peacefulness this holiday.
til then .
chaoz~~
hey. don't get the wrong idea. i have painstakingly plan my whole holiday ahead. i do have a plan okay. not just harry potter. well, first, i'm going to really really try hard to catch up on alllll the syllabus for further maths. 'cous, mind you, its extremely difficult and i'm going to reconsider my option of taking the whole subject seriously. a visit to monash scare me actually. when i actually face all the robotic stuff and devices, i had a slight panic. it all look so boyish and complicated and mental, not to mention extremely tough. i'm terrified and am going to work my butts off to achieve full As. just for the 20 percent tuition waiver at monash. not to mention finding any other possible scholarships.
and. art work of course. god knows how much i've neglected my artistic soul until it had almost left me completely since i've been spending time doing further maths as a hobby. not that its actually a hobby, but its definitely stuff that i have time to do during my free time, which make it my hobby, like it or not. haih. anyway, the point is i've bought all the ingredients needed to make more handcrafts. but. well. no where near opening the packets until now. haih.
and. art of cooking. finally i'm making slight progress in that. and on one particular day, i've an urge to wanting to make 'mua chi' - the soft sticky white 'kuih' with groundnut crumbs covering its surface. sound so tasty right??so i asked my auntie may to teach me to make it. but. i was apalled when all my kakak got out from a drawer is a packet of pulut flour. den she mix with water. and water only. i'm suprised it doesn't need oil or egg or butter or anything.
lol. then she boil them in hot water. that's it. flour n water. then she cut them into small cube and put them in the groundnut crumbs. the end. the mua chi is done.
oh my. i have no idea cute and tasty little mua chi is so damn easy to make. and to my utter bewildment, my auntie may use the same dough to make small little balls, and throw the into pandan and ginger soup. and tadaaaa, rice ball soup is done. i have no idea rice ball soup and mua chi is the exact same thing!!and quite disappointed with the mixing flour and water lesson.==
anyway. it feels so wrong to have food purely made from flour and water and nothing else.haha. its like hardly food. both sis said i'm not making any sense. and when i said i'm not having mua chi ever again they think i'm out of my mind. lol. oh well..
oh. and driving. haih. who's there got a P license for 10 months and can't yet drive?i bet only me..haha..another homework for me this holiday. nothing much for this holiday except a couple of wedding dinner, some teaching , some visits, some gatherings and a camp. yep. gonna enjoy my precious peacefulness this holiday.
til then .
chaoz~~
Monday, December 6, 2010
DISAPPEARED...
okay. so this one year is almost drawing to an end. and this one year, it seems so fast, that everything seems to be a blurr..Age 18, first year into adulthood. everything yet so new, yet so fun, college freedom awaits me, a culture that i never step into before..trying to get out, trying to fit in, trying to excel...
a whole year struggle. seemed to have achieve something, teaching at a tuition centre, earning my own pocket money, meeting new people, eating expensive food, getting out, getting home late, staying out, eating out, traveling alone, decision making, planning, self studying...or so it seemed..it the mist of it, some how felt I'm getting further from what I've wanted to achieve. what i wanted to be seemed did not give me the satisfaction i want..some how i just felt i was drifting away, far far away..
hmmm. year of 18. not the best year i have. seem to have spent too much time thinking, spent too much time worrying, spent too much time wandering.....of course, its undeniable the year which I've grew up most. I've grown so fast that i could not really catch up with my own change of mind, realisation of principles, meanings in life. sometimes what i realised seem to amaze myself, something mature that i only hope some adult would teach me so much much earlier..brought up by single parentage really does make a difference some how..
its a lonely journey. this 1 year. lonelier than I've ever felt. everything changed too fast and when i hurry to flow along and catch up with it, i left my true self behind. note that I've been the quiet girl where ever i go this year?I thought I've cured that finally after 3 years in secondary.
this 1 year, when holiday approaches, i have no feelings for whom or what so ever. no ones need second telling bout the contrast of last year's emotions when the same year end holiday approaches.
so, I've finally blog again. its like realisation finally hit, or maybe another year's end gave me yet another hope. so when next year comes again, I'll be ready, and again anticipating to face another 365 days all over again. and of course, this inspiration to blog also came from a friend, when i revised my inbox. this though, will remain as a secret. hee!!i can't believe how much I've missed out this year. friends. family. I'll on msn more from now on i think=]
the good thing is, when you've disappeared, you'll start to resurface again=] (sounds ridiculous i know, but the point i want to make is definitely there!) tonight, i feel happy to be honest with my blog and readers, it is ALWAYS nice to share some pleasant thoughts=] )
til then.
chaoz~
a whole year struggle. seemed to have achieve something, teaching at a tuition centre, earning my own pocket money, meeting new people, eating expensive food, getting out, getting home late, staying out, eating out, traveling alone, decision making, planning, self studying...or so it seemed..it the mist of it, some how felt I'm getting further from what I've wanted to achieve. what i wanted to be seemed did not give me the satisfaction i want..some how i just felt i was drifting away, far far away..
hmmm. year of 18. not the best year i have. seem to have spent too much time thinking, spent too much time worrying, spent too much time wandering.....of course, its undeniable the year which I've grew up most. I've grown so fast that i could not really catch up with my own change of mind, realisation of principles, meanings in life. sometimes what i realised seem to amaze myself, something mature that i only hope some adult would teach me so much much earlier..brought up by single parentage really does make a difference some how..
its a lonely journey. this 1 year. lonelier than I've ever felt. everything changed too fast and when i hurry to flow along and catch up with it, i left my true self behind. note that I've been the quiet girl where ever i go this year?I thought I've cured that finally after 3 years in secondary.
this 1 year, when holiday approaches, i have no feelings for whom or what so ever. no ones need second telling bout the contrast of last year's emotions when the same year end holiday approaches.
so, I've finally blog again. its like realisation finally hit, or maybe another year's end gave me yet another hope. so when next year comes again, I'll be ready, and again anticipating to face another 365 days all over again. and of course, this inspiration to blog also came from a friend, when i revised my inbox. this though, will remain as a secret. hee!!i can't believe how much I've missed out this year. friends. family. I'll on msn more from now on i think=]
the good thing is, when you've disappeared, you'll start to resurface again=] (sounds ridiculous i know, but the point i want to make is definitely there!) tonight, i feel happy to be honest with my blog and readers, it is ALWAYS nice to share some pleasant thoughts=] )
til then.
chaoz~
Friday, December 3, 2010
fairy tale
oh my..i just watched a fairy tale recently. and guess what?its inspiring!!lol.
yep. perfect fairytale. i forgot how much i love fairytales. so simple yet nice. what a life. haha..it reminds me of many pleasant things that could be found in daily life. and how we could simplify our lives, simplify our thoughts, and do things straight to our hearts. great right?perspective of life, that's simply what'll make our lives, maybe not a fairy tale, but certainly happy and fulfilled=]
lesson 2: watch cartoon once in a while..
off i go to melacca=]
til then.
chaoz~
yep. perfect fairytale. i forgot how much i love fairytales. so simple yet nice. what a life. haha..it reminds me of many pleasant things that could be found in daily life. and how we could simplify our lives, simplify our thoughts, and do things straight to our hearts. great right?perspective of life, that's simply what'll make our lives, maybe not a fairy tale, but certainly happy and fulfilled=]
lesson 2: watch cartoon once in a while..
off i go to melacca=]
til then.
chaoz~
NEW post
yep. new post..just like you've been waiting for. cut the crap, i don't wanna apologize for not blogging..hee..coz once again i distrust blog.
ok.life recently.man, do i ever hate a college that much???stupid inti. STUPID INTI. the a levels system is like shit. okay. after AS exams, many classes don't carry on anymore. so what inti do about it??nth. they leave big gaps in the timetable. as if the timetable doesn't suck enough. like today, friday. i have maths at 8-9, then BREAK 2 HOURS. chem at 11-12, phy at 12-1. , then BREAK 2 HOURS, the maths again at 3-4. shit right??what am i suppose to do in 4 hours break??can't they work already, the whole a levels department to simply shift the classes earlier. for thursday, class at 2-4. lol. what the heck. so freaking much inconvenience caused, and i haven't gone through all the other days, which is just as annoying.
okay. timetable aside, lessons. i don't have to repeat to anyone how i dislike the chem lecturer. first timer at a levels?doesn't mean he can even get the chem facts wrong right. nevermind, i'm on my own studying since i ever step in here. as for maths, hello???its common sense people who take sciences take paper 4 for A2 exam, mechanics 1. and now INTI force everyone to take paper 7, statistics2, lessons.not even letting us choose or letting us know how they force us in the statistics class.which is stupid. when i ask them about whether they can have a mechanics class, they said no, coz its too much trouble splitting class and arranging lessons to conduct another subject. LOL. so what is it they are working for?if everything is trouble for them , and they are to just ignore it. ignore timetable, ignore lessons. just shut down the whole a levels already if you can't manage it. so now every maths lesson is statistics lesson=.= so what this means??another self study subject. thxs for ur help.
ok. so lesson number 1??attention to allllllll secondary school graduates, if u wanna choose a levels, don't choose INTI. choose sunway,tayloys,methodist or any otherwhere. if you don't want it to screw ur future chances or career, that is.
til then.
chaoz~~
ok.life recently.man, do i ever hate a college that much???stupid inti. STUPID INTI. the a levels system is like shit. okay. after AS exams, many classes don't carry on anymore. so what inti do about it??nth. they leave big gaps in the timetable. as if the timetable doesn't suck enough. like today, friday. i have maths at 8-9, then BREAK 2 HOURS. chem at 11-12, phy at 12-1. , then BREAK 2 HOURS, the maths again at 3-4. shit right??what am i suppose to do in 4 hours break??can't they work already, the whole a levels department to simply shift the classes earlier. for thursday, class at 2-4. lol. what the heck. so freaking much inconvenience caused, and i haven't gone through all the other days, which is just as annoying.
okay. timetable aside, lessons. i don't have to repeat to anyone how i dislike the chem lecturer. first timer at a levels?doesn't mean he can even get the chem facts wrong right. nevermind, i'm on my own studying since i ever step in here. as for maths, hello???its common sense people who take sciences take paper 4 for A2 exam, mechanics 1. and now INTI force everyone to take paper 7, statistics2, lessons.not even letting us choose or letting us know how they force us in the statistics class.which is stupid. when i ask them about whether they can have a mechanics class, they said no, coz its too much trouble splitting class and arranging lessons to conduct another subject. LOL. so what is it they are working for?if everything is trouble for them , and they are to just ignore it. ignore timetable, ignore lessons. just shut down the whole a levels already if you can't manage it. so now every maths lesson is statistics lesson=.= so what this means??another self study subject. thxs for ur help.
ok. so lesson number 1??attention to allllllll secondary school graduates, if u wanna choose a levels, don't choose INTI. choose sunway,tayloys,methodist or any otherwhere. if you don't want it to screw ur future chances or career, that is.
til then.
chaoz~~
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