Tuesday, May 25, 2010

restless

hmm. so today is quite inproductive. though almost complete another chapter for further maths and watched the movie shutter island for thinking skills. confusing movie anyway. can't understand it properly. intersting.haha.

okay, i'm just gonna crap what's coming across my mind at the moment. no mood to improvise or anything. so after a long long time, i ws finally on9, and not only to do assignment or blog. go facebook-ing longer than ever. since i've not been there for a long time. anyway. my point is, i saw many going ons of old high school people. hmmm. everyone seemed to have a new life already. including me of coz. now everyone is in pre u. so even though some people have seperated, we are still keeping in touch with high school people. what bout 1 more year later?when the gap between old friends grow bigger bigger and bigger. lo. no matter how. just have to treasure now. the past is the past. and the future yet to come.

the other thing that's bohering me is, i think i'm getting more and more stupid. not academically. on many many other stuffs. is like i haven't grown up since standard 6. or since dunno when. dunno. anw, i dunno what to do or think alredy. maybe i'm not a science person after all?maybe i've been forcing myself into it too much? maybe i choose to study all these stuff just because i can??argh. i think i'm gonna give up de whole engineering idea and go for qs instead.

argh. no matter. whatever the case is, we have to be the change we wish to see. dunno where i quote it from but it sounds like a good piece of advice for now.

hmmm. what a confusing and rojak post. anw, i'm liking band songs these days. new divide=]



chaoz

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