1. Read my English before i send an email. Its embarrassing to have stupid grammatical errors. Same for speaking. Think before I speak. Leave out the 'ma, la', 'izit', 'gua' chinapek words!! Speak slowly and concisely.
2. Smile. And don't be lazy to greet people. Sigh don't be a blur, ignorant and arrogant bastard. This is like the bare minimum. If this don't even works, how can I be the sociable person I want to become?
3. Stop crushing candies!! Its been a whole year since it went out of fashion. And its okay if i don't score three stars. I have wasted way too many days and hours on it!! I could have done more constructive stuff with the extra time. Also, it makes my vision worse than before!!
4. Exercise. Constant backache and occasional headache in the age of 22?? unacceptable!! I forced myself to joined two marathons, but I have yet to begin practicing for the runs T.T And what happened to the daily 30 minute workout routine? died off after a mere two months? AND that bloody tummy is growing bigger! My jeans are tight! I better not cry when they won't fit one day T.T Not to say that i have so many pretty tight skirts which I'm embarrassed to wear, just because my tummy shows!! zzzz
5. Empathy. Kindness. Patience. Maybe I should meditate to calm my soul. Constant frustration and anger is bad for one's mental condition. It leads to depression. I want a peaceful and happy soul. I want inner peace!
6. Financial. To work or to do another internship. To spend or not to spend. To earn or not to earn. My maths is good. But it sucks when it comes to spending. No I seldom splurge. But rather I could not make up my mind on what to do with my money at hand. Except with food. I would mostly spend on foods without hesitation. Don't tempt me!!
7. Add some sparks and spices to life! GAWD everything seems to die off since i started studying engineering. Remember those days? Where we go for weekly music practices? Art/music lessons? Events? Meetings? And still have energy to strive in studies as well as achieve a balance in everything? GONE. now i'm a 10000% nerd. Surrounded by studies and NOTHING ELSE. Is it the workload? I think not. Its the lifestyle. Its the laze that hangs over every student in Monash. D2Y seems to be the best way out from my situation. I've always wanted to join something like that. Then poof! and i don't join them anymore. What a waste. NOOOooooooo. I need something else in my life!!! should I start looking for random social societies and volunteer work?
8. Picking up. In recent years, I may have dropped many things behind in order to embark this engineering journey in Monash. Its hard to see everyone when I'm surrounded by workloads and codes and equations. And people don't relate to engineering stuff. And I don't have any more stuff in my life except engineering!! I've turned into such a boring person. So, is it time to pick up old friendships? old interests? maybe something I've loved and abandoned for a long time...
9. Something new. Besides picking up old stuff, I should try something new. You see, if i keep dropping and leaving stuff behind, and not pick up something new, I'll just be stuck at this state called lifeless-engineering-nerd. I should do something NOT related to engineering at all. I should be MORE than a freaking engineering student.
Self-praise: Recently i'm being this very big-heart-ed person who is extremely tolerant to criticizes and people (some are idiots) around me. Managed to keep composure at most of the times. good job for a Pieces ^^
人生如逆水行舟，不进则退。A basic Chinese idiom I ought to remember for life!
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