The world in HD

I sorta hate this adult world sometimes. Everything is so clear now. its like the world is running in HD. We finally understand how the world runs. One thing for sure, everyone has a reason. Never thought of that when you're younger, right? So now everything has a purpose of its own. and also everyone is considerably smart. everybody is sensitive and aware of any slight differences. Especially the persons you know well, one look and you would know they all have opinions of their own. and sometimes it creates this pressure. its so hard to just hide anything. sometimes, even harder to just ignore. Ignorance is bliss. so, say goodbye to all the blissfulness we once had.

tiring. this uni world. more and more tiring perhaps? since more and more adult we've become. Hope all the stress and pressure won't force us into bitterness by the end. it's hard to keep the pure, lively, happy kid in us alive when the world just come crashing down everyday. 

we're battling with the world, the system every day. suffocating sometimes, but that's more the reason to seek for those that truly matters perhaps? to find worth.

what are friends for? friends are the ones who annoy you, bully you, make fun of you, yet you'll forgive them eventually. friends sometimes disappoint you, make you really mad sometimes, yet, you'll forgive them eventually. friends are the ones who still stick to you even though they've grown tired of you. friends are the ones who would still forgive you even when they are annoyed by you or you did something bad. Friends are those whom you won't mind troubling, and also won't mind you bothering them. also, friends are the ones who won't allow you to get mad at them at peace. That's how things eventually sort out, I think? anyhow, you'd grow into it, good or bad. if i've gotten really mad at you before, i would say that we really are friends. if you've said valid harsh things to me before, you're my friend too. lol.




mehhhh PMS is killing me. and, EXACTLY THREE WEEKS TO FINALS!!! i better catch up real quick on digitals. damnnnnnn.




p/s: weird that i've typed this yesterday, considering whether to post it, and it ALL applies to today. so, fated, perhaps.




til then.




chaoz~