mad

gosh. seriously. recently things are not going the way I intended them to. really, I considered myself as a 随便 person, as I'm okay with a lot of things that some people will disagree with. but seriously? some people still have ways to drive me mad.

No mater how many things I'm okay with, there will still be things which I'm not. then, all of a sudden, I will be sick of being okay with the things I don't like, and i retort to give the people a piece of my mind by being mad. my students. my friends. my course mates. Which is not good at all. As anger just exchange for more anger. and there is no way you'll feel good for getting angry. you just can't be happy by being angry.

anyways, I'm regretting it. for getting mad. Yes, there are things that I don't like. and yes, I really want them to have a piece of my mind. But, being right is not that important. and being wrong is just seeing things at a different perspective. so, getting angry wont achieve anything and it certainly won't get you anywhere. except for increasing your blood pressure or pulse rate or killing your own cells.

gah. 做人还是心平气和的好。so, avoid getting mad as much as possible. its healthier for yourself and others as well. having self awareness is good enough. as long as I won't lost myself in madness and I could get out of the state of being angry.

let go of the grudge. it's much more simpler than staying angry, really.

I'm sorry that I was mad.

til then.

ciao~