finals OVER!! and that officially marks the end of my first year at uni =D okay, maybe its not official. its until i get all my credit points that its official, u see. but then, its just two weeks time before i officially get them so. haha. ya imma going to my second year in university =D
anyway, i'm liking myself being a july intake uni student. what's the difference, you ask? erm. coz i start in july ma. so basically, each of my year is split into two years, with a loooong summer break between the semesters. some how, this makes one year feels more like two years. as in, i'm already getting all the graduation/holidays/very-long-time-has-passed feeling like its one whole year already but actually only six months have passed.
the thing is, i was feeling so comfortable with my university study lifestyle. the engineering circle of friends. our-forever-nerdy-discussions. and some how i even got used to be hanging around guy dominant gangs ALL the time. and when i start to attend high school gatherings again. i feel..quite..distant. just a little. maybe its because we haven't updated each other for so long. sometimes i just really don't know how to feel comfortable. how much past do you keep in the now? how much presence do you put in your present? and also, maybe i haven't been hanging around with so many girly girl friend groups for far too long. but i was never good with girl groups anyway. switch mode, you'd say? that's just my worst talent. aiks.
yet again. i'm sure i'll pick up the pace with my old friends again after another couple of gatherings. it is just the beginning of the gathering/trip/outing season. sometimes, i just feel that i've totally forgotten about my old self. pure bad memory, really. how was i then back in high school? how did i talk/act then? was i close/not close to you? same goes to my primary school self. just curious.
and. imma one big gonna-be-fat lazy pig-like sheep =.= i was so eager to do all the AWESOME/ MEANINGFUL/ HEALTHY/ CREATIVE/ NEW stuff right after exam. and on the very first day, i woke up about 10 and spammed seven episode of on call 36小时 straight. pure lazy bum. but on my defence, it a really good drama =D
ya so. its mid year. and i'm feeling whole new and fresh again =D just like a restart button. i'm going to my second year in university already. can't help feeling even more pro-adult-uni-student-like. lol. aaaand, hooray to finally meeting old friends!! hooray to not having to put off events with 'next time ba' and 'exam larh' again and again. hooray to finally getting to hear stories of my beloved ones =D aaaand, even though costy, hooray too all the money spending trips and outings we are gonna have. simply because they will all worth every single penny =p
more to my restart button. aware that everything will be,in fact, quite new again next semester? as our gang will be split into all sort of branches and we won't get to hang out together as much. excited. also wondering what sort of people i'll meet from the one-sem-ahead-of-us seniors. ahahaha. and my year two ECSE subjects. next semester i'm having digital, circuits control, advanced maths, and electromagnetism. sounds, extremely... alien and tough? words from my peers are not so encouraging either==
july sounds like a busy one. i'll have fun =D
having lotsss of writing inspiration lately. i'll sort it out soon and post another one.
til then.
chaoz~
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