mm hmm..its holidays already..haha..i like holidays so much nowadays, coz college life is so lifeless. the lessons are pointless, as in it won't make any difference if i attend or not..anyway, one thing to declare, i've finally made up my mind, and registered for FURTHER MATHEMATICS a levels exam already. oh my, what a huge and stubborn decision..after soooo many times tired and being fed up of self studying this whole extremely tough (i dare not say stupid) subject, who knows, i persisted. lol. i'm so suprised with my self, for staying firm for one whole year. and no tuition man!!haha..and some people say i don't have a stand, easily influenced and so..but huh!!i've hold on to a god damn subject for so long. and did not drop when so many others did. lol. but too early to be happy la..i'm still quite far from securing an A in it. well, that's the reason i'm in the super nerd mode now. haih.
anyway, i think i don't hate inti so much already.the staff are friendly. and now i have a decent chemistry lecturer, i don't have much to complain about anymore. my timetable is in order (finally) and its fees IS much cheaper than other colleges. even the exam fees are cheaper. for the same papers, i paid 825 while i heard taylor's have to pay 960?? since i got nice results for AS, well, i conclude that college's reputation isn't everything..haha..however, the fact i don't ENJOY a levels remains. different frequency, lonely in studies, no one to turn to when i'm in nerd mode (coz inti nerd mode people is very rare). oh well, getting used to it now already.
A Levels. won't miss it when it ends. from what i see and feel now anyways. ttc. well, getting lost in touch recently too..old pals..some here some there..some i miss, some i see, some i regretted, some forgets me (oh well). the turning point awaits everybody. for us 19s anyways. be prepared before we part ways again.
cny is coming, but the excitement is not. parties, visit?don't fancy much..will see how then. am feeling guilty for yet sending chinese new year card to my foster family. shit. visit to johor?not likely. haih.
so, yeah, i'm in a total nerd mode right now. as all A2 candidates, exam is in 3 and a half months time. much syllabus yet to cover, not to mention my further maths. and yeah, studies might be boring, and self study can be lonely and suffocating. but hey, its A levels, what do you expect??buck up already, people.
i have so much to catch up, with so many people i have in mind. argh. i so miss the long chats we can have anytime anywhere. BUT. i rarely even online, not to mention attend gatherings.haih.
til then?
HAPPY CNY, people.
chaoz~
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