today is a bad day. but the tears have to flow so oh well. but this would be a positive post. i've already posted the super emo one elsewhere where no one would ever read and i would delete it one very fine day.
few days later imma gonna be freaking twenty!!! NO!!!! i'm still shoooo far from BEING twenty. i still have not left my teens rebellious stage!! GAHHH.
so due to such events, this resolution would be totally random and unprepared yet necessary. haih. so, here goes.
what the hell i'm doing? i need to read more. like a lot. of everything.
what happened to my 'improve-my-redness' plan? if it goes on like this i'll just join toast masters and close case. no more screwing up presentations!! pffft.
and i need to be more focused and aware to the surrounding. no more disappearing from fb and the outside world.
and i need to work on my FACADE.
and i need to get more involved in stuff and seriously open up.
and i have to have fun. k?no more serious, no fun life.
and i need to just relax. stop being so tense and nervous!!
and i need to act like twenty. one way or another.
argh. this is gonna have to work. its uni life man!! last days of being irresponsible and naive and to grow up and to explore.
i'm really desperate. is being twenty so stressful? lol.
okay. i'll stop freaking out here.
just..happy new year to myself!! i meant every single word. HAPPY. NEW. YEAR.
and happy new year to all of you too =D
til then.
chaoz~
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