well..first, its not my fault fore not updating in the past week. my noob pc at home just broke down, AGAIN. after dunno how many thousand zillion times. this time, no one even cares to send it for repair anymore. so most probably it'll be like that forever=.= who cares, if i'll get my lap top soon. lol...so i'm posting this in inti library instead, don't get much privacy using ttc computer...hee..
anyway, i think our malaysian studies group, deserve a reward for our hard work. despite having the whole library and internet websites to provide us with sufficient information already, we, the malaysian studies group, felt the need to experience all the important places in malaysia first handedly. LOL.so, instead we traveled from place to place, to snap a few significant photos, all around malaysia!!!(actually its just klcc, cyber and putrajaya...lol) how do we smart people travel???by public transport!!which is why we ended up having a HOT weekend. haha..
it was fun at first, traveling by lrt directly into klcc. went to the playground. snapped BEAUTIIIFUUUL photos. louis ling turn out to be a pro cameraman!!we, the rest of the people also did hard work by posing prettily=] klcc is so comforting and beautiful. and we accidentally spended the whole morning there. and some afternoon.LOL.
so, when its time to go to the next stop, we wonder how could we travel to putrajaya. we took lrt back to kl central to take the erl but its too costy. so we thrifty people walk out to take a bus to pasar seni. where we can take another bus to putrajaya. haha. and its 2 something in the afternoon. in the middle of kl. dust flying everywhere. vehicles honking motorcycles dashing all across the streets. shu huey ALMOST get hit. louis ling tripped MANY times. scary place. so we waited at the middle of no where until the bus comes. then we saw the rapid kl!!!E1!!thought we'll have some comfort after that, but no, the bus no air con=.=
the nightmare bigins after that. how the hell could we travel from building to building at putrajaya??all the roads are highways. and its so damn big and so damn empty.no people one. even the bus station is as big as a complex.lol.thx god, yeong yih joined us after that, and he got car!!lbecame our driver!!we're so lucky la...haha.
anyway, nth eventful after that. except all the gigantic pretty but empty CASTLES which we can only manage to take phtos of the gates. oh. and yy's car almost 'spoil' shu huey's foot with the tyre. ouch.
anyway. shu huey haven't upload the photos. so i have nothing much to show. and my com is inavailable as usual..haha.
so someone suggested we go for another trip to melaka??better bring a car this time if we go.haha.public transport is kinda. horrible. haha..
anyway, i notice i love using anyways in my blog.lol. so anyway, things are improving in college=] hopefully good things'll last. and, inti msg me today to ask us scholars to do 40 hours on campus work. ouch. unless they give us free inti shirt. or i don't think i'll be happy spending few hours a week in their office.aiks...
p/s: inti guys love to play jokes on ppl. how old are u??lol.
chaoz~
Monday, April 12, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
improvement needed
guess what?i've found my new hobby. teaching!!lol...not really because of the add maths larh. mostly because of all the adorable students. its like being back at choir and pmo again. i don't know what's the reason, but i always feel more comfortable mixing with younger juniors, just any younger juniors, compare with friends of the same age and seniors. is it because of ego or something?? but then, i still don't really like small kids.ironic huh. teaching just makes me feel better always. lift my mood a lot. so should i just change my pathway from engineering to teaching or lecturing??lol...seems like a good idea.
anyway, i bloody thank ttc la. thank to teaching english lessons, my english speaking improved a lot. i did a small tiny presentation in english in class few days ago and found that i actually sound ok. not that fluent but at least quite presentable. my english i mean. then after i think back i recall i've had a quite a lot of practice weekly at ttc already. so, lucky me=]
and, i bloody thank ttc coz they're so many awesome friends who are sooo kind to help me study further maths. and all the books and resources and the super photocopy machine. love them all, haha. anyway, i felt that i'm quite a failure these days. its been two weeks of my 'new college life' but i think my progress in everything is not that much and too slow. just think that when my friends help or care for me, is it because they so kind or have i actually really earned such good friendship? and when they don't remember me is it because i am not a good person and people don't even want to know me.just felt like i'm not a good enough person. not a good friend. i badly want to be that friend where people will want my presence. i don't want to be just the person who has to ask for help all the time. i wanna be a good person.
so, since new year is over, and ching ming is tomorrow. i shall have a ching ming resolution.
i will be a good and caring friend=]
by the way. i'm talking to much these days. showing too much i mean. have to keep some useless thoughts to myself. have to shut up. have to figure out my own things. have to solve my own problems. have to GROW UP.
jpa interview is next wednesday. good luck everyone=]
chaoz~
anyway, i bloody thank ttc la. thank to teaching english lessons, my english speaking improved a lot. i did a small tiny presentation in english in class few days ago and found that i actually sound ok. not that fluent but at least quite presentable. my english i mean. then after i think back i recall i've had a quite a lot of practice weekly at ttc already. so, lucky me=]
and, i bloody thank ttc coz they're so many awesome friends who are sooo kind to help me study further maths. and all the books and resources and the super photocopy machine. love them all, haha. anyway, i felt that i'm quite a failure these days. its been two weeks of my 'new college life' but i think my progress in everything is not that much and too slow. just think that when my friends help or care for me, is it because they so kind or have i actually really earned such good friendship? and when they don't remember me is it because i am not a good person and people don't even want to know me.just felt like i'm not a good enough person. not a good friend. i badly want to be that friend where people will want my presence. i don't want to be just the person who has to ask for help all the time. i wanna be a good person.
so, since new year is over, and ching ming is tomorrow. i shall have a ching ming resolution.
i will be a good and caring friend=]
by the way. i'm talking to much these days. showing too much i mean. have to keep some useless thoughts to myself. have to shut up. have to figure out my own things. have to solve my own problems. have to GROW UP.
jpa interview is next wednesday. good luck everyone=]
chaoz~
Thursday, April 1, 2010
college me
college life is getting fun..met more new people, nice people. though still kinda stick with old bunch of chs friends.. classes are getting noisier. people are starting to mix around. asians often take longer time to get to know new people.
anyway. communicating with people at inti is quite funny. coz most people there are chinese, some are bananas, and the principal actually encourages us to speak in english(so that we can train our language speaking and excel better in future). so the funny thing is all chinese are speaking broken english to each other. students, lecturers and staff. its not a bad thing. but the malaysian rojak language and especially the chinese slang, all those 'lorh', 'ma', 'le', 'gua' is so often heard. so when everyone is speaking english, its very obvious most are chinese educated.
life is just peaceful here la..nothing much. i'm hoping i can make it more interesting. on the same time studying hard.
anyway, i often find it hard to blog something else than the happenings and events in my life. hmmm... is it being untruthful to myself?or i just dun trust blog. .and i don't lie. so its no point trying to make my life sounds so happy and optimistic and wonderful..and im not emo. and i hate emo blogs even more.. coz it burdens the readers too much..anyway..i'm thinking more and doing less these days. not a good sign. going to change and grow up. even it means faking..only sometimes la..haha
p/s: i just learn home to type this ™ today. haha.noob me. but its so cool!
SHEEP'S TALK™
chaoz~
anyway. communicating with people at inti is quite funny. coz most people there are chinese, some are bananas, and the principal actually encourages us to speak in english(so that we can train our language speaking and excel better in future). so the funny thing is all chinese are speaking broken english to each other. students, lecturers and staff. its not a bad thing. but the malaysian rojak language and especially the chinese slang, all those 'lorh', 'ma', 'le', 'gua' is so often heard. so when everyone is speaking english, its very obvious most are chinese educated.
life is just peaceful here la..nothing much. i'm hoping i can make it more interesting. on the same time studying hard.
anyway, i often find it hard to blog something else than the happenings and events in my life. hmmm... is it being untruthful to myself?or i just dun trust blog. .and i don't lie. so its no point trying to make my life sounds so happy and optimistic and wonderful..and im not emo. and i hate emo blogs even more.. coz it burdens the readers too much..anyway..i'm thinking more and doing less these days. not a good sign. going to change and grow up. even it means faking..only sometimes la..haha
p/s: i just learn home to type this ™ today. haha.noob me. but its so cool!
SHEEP'S TALK™
chaoz~
Monday, March 29, 2010
study mood
so. 1 n a half week of college. its time to settle down d right??hmmm. so my life here is basically sitting in the class listening to old theories again, occasionally trying to solve one or two further maths ques in class when the lessons get too unbearable. meet up taylors friends. ask them another few questions bout further maths. trying to solve at least 1 ques of further maths before and after meal, during break time, after lessons.further maths further maths further maths. my aim??trying to catch up with taylors syllables in 1 month time. sounds crazy huh??hmmm. societies? why am i not eager to participate in anything anymore??the idea of joining societies means more work and activities. do i have the time or energy for it??and the societies sounds so boring la. nothing musical. no choir. no band or orchestra. there's 1 which is animal welfare...hmmm. sounds nice, but i doubt its really active at all...lol...or maybe i'll just join a levels club. hmm.. lazy me.. book worm me...i think i'm more crazy bout studying than during spm time...
anyway, for 2009 spm graduates, jpa shortlisted candidates results are out. can go and check if you're shortlisted for the interview next week. good luck, people.
chaoz~
anyway, for 2009 spm graduates, jpa shortlisted candidates results are out. can go and check if you're shortlisted for the interview next week. good luck, people.
chaoz~
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
1st week of college
ok...its only 3 days...but i can tell that it'll be pretty much the same for the next few days.
so. basically a levels is boring..mostly because most of the lessons repeat spm stuff, especially maths. INTRODUCTION TO QUADRATIC EQUATION???its is so unbearable. anyway, its not that bad...at last i'm back into full time studying again, and i missed it so much...haha..and inti facilities are very good...cafeteria, library..al ideal places for self study.haha. and the best time of the days are break times. because i only take up 3 subjects (chem, maths, phy) i have more break time than people. haha...envy leh??hee..so this means more time for m to study further maths!!
oh my. further maths is so damn fun and interesting and awesome!!!but then it is so the bloody hard also. can't manage to understand all by my own...but then, got good friends who are willing to help me=]hee...lucky me! so i really hope i can be able to catch up and get back on the track..please pleeease let me take further maths for a levels exam next year...oh my. i know i'm choosing a difficult path la..making my life so hard..but, i really don't wanna give up. yet. aiks..
i can do it de horh???ya ya...i can..hmmm..i NEED official tuition..haih..anybody going for further maths tuition???please let me join you!!thxs
anyway. sadly i cant be able to teach ttc wednesday afternoon lessons anymore...hmph...miss them larh..hmmm..hee, u guys need any help bout add maths just ask me lah..haha=]
aiks...classes at 8 tomorrow...need to sleep=.=
chaoz~
so. basically a levels is boring..mostly because most of the lessons repeat spm stuff, especially maths. INTRODUCTION TO QUADRATIC EQUATION???its is so unbearable. anyway, its not that bad...at last i'm back into full time studying again, and i missed it so much...haha..and inti facilities are very good...cafeteria, library..al ideal places for self study.haha. and the best time of the days are break times. because i only take up 3 subjects (chem, maths, phy) i have more break time than people. haha...envy leh??hee..so this means more time for m to study further maths!!
oh my. further maths is so damn fun and interesting and awesome!!!but then it is so the bloody hard also. can't manage to understand all by my own...but then, got good friends who are willing to help me=]hee...lucky me! so i really hope i can be able to catch up and get back on the track..please pleeease let me take further maths for a levels exam next year...oh my. i know i'm choosing a difficult path la..making my life so hard..but, i really don't wanna give up. yet. aiks..
i can do it de horh???ya ya...i can..hmmm..i NEED official tuition..haih..anybody going for further maths tuition???please let me join you!!thxs
anyway. sadly i cant be able to teach ttc wednesday afternoon lessons anymore...hmph...miss them larh..hmmm..hee, u guys need any help bout add maths just ask me lah..haha=]
aiks...classes at 8 tomorrow...need to sleep=.=
chaoz~
Saturday, March 20, 2010
this 3 months
so. life after spm. what did i do if i'm not blogging??lol.SLACKING.
so, basically slacking life is to wake up in the morning, knowing you have a long day, planning what books i can read, what movies i can watch, where can i go. so the result is i have reread the whole seris of princess diaries(again), reread the whole series of harry potter (again), read another few novels, tried some random books and magazines. followed a couple of drama series in tv. followed a couple series of anime and manga (note:only a couple), and you know what, they are soooo nice=] went to work, tutoring basically, which is actually the best part of my long holidays... hang out at some places.sleep. learnt to cook but fail (again). go on9. hang out at the sunway club library, reads some awesome books and encyclopedias. swimming. oh ya, and of course learnt driving, failed driving, retook driving test, and passed driving=] still can't really drive now though.
so my life pace has slowed down quite a lot in this 3 months. no more having to rush here and there. no timetable. no schedule to follow, no anything. just a care-free and lazy life. i think i have not been so in a very long time. everything just goes slower. i think i even talk and walk slower. everything calm down a bit. i have more time to look at things on a different angle as my brain does not have to work for exams or homwrok or things like that. its like i have been a nun for 3 months. LOL. quite enjoyable, though sometimes i got too boring, and i don't want it to last any longer. LOL. so now the long holiday's over, and i think for quite a while i won't have a chance to have a holiday like that. so i guess its indeed the time to get back on the busy track. finally.=]
so, its late,1 more slacking day and college finally starts. and further maths?hmmm...just gonna keep it as a hobby or something..aiks
chaoz, people.
so, basically slacking life is to wake up in the morning, knowing you have a long day, planning what books i can read, what movies i can watch, where can i go. so the result is i have reread the whole seris of princess diaries(again), reread the whole series of harry potter (again), read another few novels, tried some random books and magazines. followed a couple of drama series in tv. followed a couple series of anime and manga (note:only a couple), and you know what, they are soooo nice=] went to work, tutoring basically, which is actually the best part of my long holidays... hang out at some places.sleep. learnt to cook but fail (again). go on9. hang out at the sunway club library, reads some awesome books and encyclopedias. swimming. oh ya, and of course learnt driving, failed driving, retook driving test, and passed driving=] still can't really drive now though.
so my life pace has slowed down quite a lot in this 3 months. no more having to rush here and there. no timetable. no schedule to follow, no anything. just a care-free and lazy life. i think i have not been so in a very long time. everything just goes slower. i think i even talk and walk slower. everything calm down a bit. i have more time to look at things on a different angle as my brain does not have to work for exams or homwrok or things like that. its like i have been a nun for 3 months. LOL. quite enjoyable, though sometimes i got too boring, and i don't want it to last any longer. LOL. so now the long holiday's over, and i think for quite a while i won't have a chance to have a holiday like that. so i guess its indeed the time to get back on the busy track. finally.=]
so, its late,1 more slacking day and college finally starts. and further maths?hmmm...just gonna keep it as a hobby or something..aiks
chaoz, people.
Friday, March 19, 2010
new life new blog
oops...since my last blog is way beyond dead, i'll just start anew!!and hopefully this new blog will have a good and loooooong life(i really hope so).
ok. i'm 18. i'm a college girl. and....i'm ENROLLED!!after 3 lifeless, slacking, eat-play-sleep-eat-play-sleep months.finally, i can join the hustle and bustle of a true college student's life. switch my brain back to study mood!!!
and i'm gonna work so damn hard.aim A*.aim world prize!and hopefully i can find a way to take up further maths.seems like a far far dream.people just say 'its very very tough', 'very rare case', 'try 1st lo, den see how'...hmmm...
anyway, hello college life!hello study life!hello books!!!how i miss you all...lol..
time to rock and roll!!!
ok. i'm 18. i'm a college girl. and....i'm ENROLLED!!after 3 lifeless, slacking, eat-play-sleep-eat-play-sleep months.finally, i can join the hustle and bustle of a true college student's life. switch my brain back to study mood!!!
and i'm gonna work so damn hard.aim A*.aim world prize!and hopefully i can find a way to take up further maths.seems like a far far dream.people just say 'its very very tough', 'very rare case', 'try 1st lo, den see how'...hmmm...
anyway, hello college life!hello study life!hello books!!!how i miss you all...lol..
time to rock and roll!!!
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