SLACKING DAY

yep.sadly, today is slacking day. i din even take the trouble to bring my dearest and loveliest further maths book to college. why??coz today is jun dark's b'day.lol.and it is also a friday.

so today basically we just have a chem period, where people never listen to the lesson as usual. then, we go new way sing k. aiks. once again, we extend our 2 hours break to 3 hours, skipping thinking skills. hmph. almost skipping chemistry lab work. and maybe a levels lif is really too stressful???haha. coz all the guys sang like crazy. i mean literraly CRAZY, haha. so instead of spending my break time studying like when i did at the beginnig of the semestr, i extended my break time, for the second time in this two weeks. aiks. this make it my slacking number 1.

after chem, we did some physics. den???supposingly goin to watch a movie as an assignment for our thinking skills, but apparently the movie 'shuttle island' is not showing already=.= on top of that, when we found out we're already at the cinema counter. den some smart people suggest to watch nightmare of the elm street instead of ice kacang. great. that makes my slacking number 2.haha.can't say that the movie was a complete waste of time, just the story kinda too fake, but a lot of screaming and laughing over our own stupidity made it passable=] so its my 1st ever horror movie watched.haha..

slacking number 3 is having dinner at yuen. aiks. steamboat and a lot of LALA=] haha...eat steamboat sure use up whole night d lo...hmph...so apparently i slacked whole day. and ...i spent 50 bucks in a single day T.T bad me...haha...but then, i earn my own money man, haha...means i dun waste my parent's money=]

so. slacking daysssss is finally over for me. that's my promise from now on. aiks. for next week i'll save up again and go pasar to et cheap rice of not take away drink for next week to make up of the money i spent today.aiks...and, tomorrow is PAY DAY=] haha...

so people, jut to let u noe, 1st semester exam is EXACTLY 4 weeks from now on. hmmm. so you noe what to do if u wanna continue to receive scholarship from inti larh.haha...


gambateh everyone=]

chaoz~

photossss=]

hey hey...i'm here to upload photos as promised=] erm...but there's onli pretty photos for house tents and marchers...aiks...coz for me, i think the biggest fun and event of sports day is dis 2 things. not really interested on the real sports..hehe...anw, allow me to spam with red house photos 1st=]





yep yep...red house theme this year is santa claus!!!and we have cute little elves to give out presentsss to everyone=]



see see...each of them carries a present!!i like their costume larh.



elves:" ahhhh!!!Ahhhh!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!"
dunno why they're shouting though.haha.


kawaii!!!kawaii!!!!

M for merah!!


and other houses...


yellow transformer

yeng nya=]

activate!!!



purple's under the sea...

hi, yi you=]




i like this fat fish!!look like pkp...haha

blue house avatar..

green house big head ninja turtle=]

haha...and of coz must thx scout for the gedjets...if not won't have nice nice tents o...
mr. ching hua commander=]

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best photo of the day!!!!i likeeeee leng hue's big fat head!!!!


thx u brian n charmine...for the niceeee photos=]

chs sports day

chs sports day is sooo legendary...u'll never see any other school having a sports day as grand or as awesome as ours..haha. OUR sports day every year takes a whole month to plan. each house come out with their own theme, create their own ideas for their respective marching teams and house tent building.

anw, the week before the sports day, the whole school'll just go hectic. every house gives their very best to make their house tents out of rubbish and recyclable materials. marching teams practising day and night. though its just a small school event, every member in the school puts their lives and souls in their projects. if an outsider sees the case, they won't understand why the heck people take a little sports day so seriously. haha. really. from a college person's point of view, it looks like chs ppl macam syok sendiri. haha..

no matter, the high spirit of chs students towards sports day can never die, and even graduated old student like us won't hesitate to go back for a visit. haha. i forgot to bring my camera cable.so'll update photos tmr i think.

anyway, as usual, red house won the marching and tent competition. again. haha. no silly mistake of building our tent too tall dis year. and as many people say, red house use the 'kawaii' tactic again. though its kinda repetitive, seems like chs teacherts still like it=]
but hopefully next year 'll have new tactics larh. if not den boring liao..haha

hopefully i can post the photos tomorrow. HOPEFULLY=]



chaoz~

my blog isn't dead

oops...almost kill my blog again..haha..but no worries, it won't die this time..not now anyway...haha..

1st..i have good excuses...coz my pc gone dead again..and den my line is terminated...coz gonna apply for the streamyx uni package thingy..hmph..i think my writing skills really have gone worse than it already is. coz these days there are hardly any writing to do.. its onli counting calculating and thinking..aiks...so if i don't blog anymore. my english will become as bad as jun dark's..haha.

so..tests after tests are coming like a big tsunami at me. so hardly have time to get on9 anyway. i've literally vanished from the cyber world for the whole month. except today. coz since i've spend 3 hours of the break slacking at 'the kitchen' and taste buds, why not spend the remaining hour on9 right??and the next lesson is malaysian studies, which, u know larh, its not really a lesson, the most important thing to do is get ur attendance marked.haha.

anw, i seriously need a new hobby. i need motivation to get a new hobby. if not, not long from now, i can only speak numbers and mathematical signs to you. haih.

one thing i've thought through this week is relationships are reallllyy complicated stuff..can't really comprehend it. no matter, my time is not here yet. haha. and the other thing i've thought through is studying is a selfish hobby...hmm..coz u only study for yourself. consult others to benefit for ur self and its a solo activity..hmm...where as teaching is a total opposite activity.. where u spend time to educate others, listen to others' stories, and spend time to observe and understand others. which is, a noble hobby.haha. so once again, ttc balance my life=]

ok..not bad for me, updating my blog in mere 20 minutes, 'll update again some time later.



p/s: i really love the art pictures at 'the kitchen'. i totally LOVE it=] hope i'll draw sth like dat some day.

chaoz~

HOT weekend...

well..first, its not my fault fore not updating in the past week. my noob pc at home just broke down, AGAIN. after dunno how many thousand zillion times. this time, no one even cares to send it for repair anymore. so most probably it'll be like that forever=.= who cares, if i'll get my lap top soon. lol...so i'm posting this in inti library instead, don't get much privacy using ttc computer...hee..

anyway, i think our malaysian studies group, deserve a reward for our hard work. despite having the whole library and internet websites to provide us with sufficient information already, we, the malaysian studies group, felt the need to experience all the important places in malaysia first handedly. LOL.so, instead we traveled from place to place, to snap a few significant photos, all around malaysia!!!(actually its just klcc, cyber and putrajaya...lol) how do we smart people travel???by public transport!!which is why we ended up having a HOT weekend. haha..

it was fun at first, traveling by lrt directly into klcc. went to the playground. snapped BEAUTIIIFUUUL photos. louis ling turn out to be a pro cameraman!!we, the rest of the people also did hard work by posing prettily=] klcc is so comforting and beautiful. and we accidentally spended the whole morning there. and some afternoon.LOL.

so, when its time to go to the next stop, we wonder how could we travel to putrajaya. we took lrt back to kl central to take the erl but its too costy. so we thrifty people walk out to take a bus to pasar seni. where we can take another bus to putrajaya. haha. and its 2 something in the afternoon. in the middle of kl. dust flying everywhere. vehicles honking motorcycles dashing all across the streets. shu huey ALMOST get hit. louis ling tripped MANY times. scary place. so we waited at the middle of no where until the bus comes. then we saw the rapid kl!!!E1!!thought we'll have some comfort after that, but no, the bus no air con=.=

the nightmare bigins after that. how the hell could we travel from building to building at putrajaya??all the roads are highways. and its so damn big and so damn empty.no people one. even the bus station is as big as a complex.lol.thx god, yeong yih joined us after that, and he got car!!lbecame our driver!!we're so lucky la...haha.

anyway, nth eventful after that. except all the gigantic pretty but empty CASTLES which we can only manage to take phtos of the gates. oh. and yy's car almost 'spoil' shu huey's foot with the tyre. ouch.

anyway. shu huey haven't upload the photos. so i have nothing much to show. and my com is inavailable as usual..haha.

so someone suggested we go for another trip to melaka??better bring a car this time if we go.haha.public transport is kinda. horrible. haha..

anyway, i notice i love using anyways in my blog.lol. so anyway, things are improving in college=] hopefully good things'll last. and, inti msg me today to ask us scholars to do 40 hours on campus work. ouch. unless they give us free inti shirt. or i don't think i'll be happy spending few hours a week in their office.aiks...

p/s: inti guys love to play jokes on ppl. how old are u??lol.

chaoz~

improvement needed

guess what?i've found my new hobby. teaching!!lol...not really because of the add maths larh. mostly because of all the adorable students. its like being back at choir and pmo again. i don't know what's the reason, but i always feel more comfortable mixing with younger juniors, just any younger juniors, compare with friends of the same age and seniors. is it because of ego or something?? but then, i still don't really like small kids.ironic huh. teaching just makes me feel better always. lift my mood a lot. so should i just change my pathway from engineering to teaching or lecturing??lol...seems like a good idea.

anyway, i bloody thank ttc la. thank to teaching english lessons, my english speaking improved a lot. i did a small tiny presentation in english in class few days ago and found that i actually sound ok. not that fluent but at least quite presentable. my english i mean. then after i think back i recall i've had a quite a lot of practice weekly at ttc already. so, lucky me=]

and, i bloody thank ttc coz they're so many awesome friends who are sooo kind to help me study further maths. and all the books and resources and the super photocopy machine. love them all, haha. anyway, i felt that i'm quite a failure these days. its been two weeks of my 'new college life' but i think my progress in everything is not that much and too slow. just think that when my friends help or care for me, is it because they so kind or have i actually really earned such good friendship? and when they don't remember me is it because i am not a good person and people don't even want to know me.just felt like i'm not a good enough person. not a good friend. i badly want to be that friend where people will want my presence. i don't want to be just the person who has to ask for help all the time. i wanna be a good person.

so, since new year is over, and ching ming is tomorrow. i shall have a ching ming resolution.
i will be a good and caring friend=]

by the way. i'm talking to much these days. showing too much i mean. have to keep some useless thoughts to myself. have to shut up. have to figure out my own things. have to solve my own problems. have to GROW UP.

jpa interview is next wednesday. good luck everyone=]


chaoz~

college me

college life is getting fun..met more new people, nice people. though still kinda stick with old bunch of chs friends.. classes are getting noisier. people are starting to mix around. asians often take longer time to get to know new people.

anyway. communicating with people at inti is quite funny. coz most people there are chinese, some are bananas, and the principal actually encourages us to speak in english(so that we can train our language speaking and excel better in future). so the funny thing is all chinese are speaking broken english to each other. students, lecturers and staff. its not a bad thing. but the malaysian rojak language and especially the chinese slang, all those 'lorh', 'ma', 'le', 'gua' is so often heard. so when everyone is speaking english, its very obvious most are chinese educated.

life is just peaceful here la..nothing much. i'm hoping i can make it more interesting. on the same time studying hard.

anyway, i often find it hard to blog something else than the happenings and events in my life. hmmm... is it being untruthful to myself?or i just dun trust blog. .and i don't lie. so its no point trying to make my life sounds so happy and optimistic and wonderful..and im not emo. and i hate emo blogs even more.. coz it burdens the readers too much..anyway..i'm thinking more and doing less these days. not a good sign. going to change and grow up. even it means faking..only sometimes la..haha

p/s: i just learn home to type this ™ today. haha.noob me. but its so cool!

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chaoz~